You have basically taken all the words out of my mouth that I wanted to say as well. I am feeling the exact same way you are and you can read My Story in my profile and you will see that it sound like we are similiar (minus the single mother). Nonetheless, I did go to the seminar, went to the consultation and booked the banding for September 18th. I am anxious, excited, nervous, emotional and being that this is a couple of month away, I can only hope I don't stay like this or I will develop an ulcer to boot! Anyway, I totally hear what you are saying and can truly relate, as scared as I am, I know I want to live a healthier lifestyle and not worry about diabetes or existing hereditary conditions. The Q&A on here have been extremely helpful and the weight loss updates from people are incredibly inspiring. Good luck in your decision!