OnTheWayBack2Me

I am currently trying to figure out how to DELETE my VerticalSleeveTalk account but I figured that I can talk to some people while I'm waiting for the e-mail. FYI- THE REASON BEHIND ME WANTING TO DELETE THIS ACCOUNT is because I have an ex- friend that uses this well RNY TALK as a dating site and she actually left her husband of 8 years and 3 kids to be with a guy off of this... well sister site! and my husband and her husband are very good friends as well and now my husband thinks I may do the same thing... So if you are a guy and reading this PLEASE PLEASE do NOT try to contact me in anyway! I have no intrest in befriending any male! I am happily married and I have 2 amazing children and I do not in any way ever want to break up or hurt my family!! With that being said.... For FEMALES only I am a 27 year old female I am married to my bestfriend since I was 17 and plan to stay that way until DEATH do us part... I am a diabetic I have not been checking my sugars since surgery I know :TISK: TISK: BUT I just checked this morning 7/6/12 and fasting it was 135 so I guess as long as its not over 150 I am doing pretty good! So I guess I should say that I am post op since April 17/12. and I have lost a lot of weight about 50lbs not to good with math but I was 247 and now im 197... My whole life I was NEVER fat I was Small Well I was 5'9 and 145-160 in my teenage years smaller than that when I was younger but when I was pregnant with my daughter...phew... I gained a lot of weight and I had diabetes with her and didnt know it until the end of my pregnancy she was 9lbs and 3 ounces huge baby and from then on the weight and the diabetes NEVER went away... also not working and sitting at home 24/7 don't help either...So I have to say I was big for about 7 years. I guess I just got sick of it.. and I decided to have the surgery.. Which I regret... lol.. But I was 270 with my sugars up to 300 I lost 30 lbs on my own before surgery... not to mention I never took care of my diabetes like I was supposed to and i'm a former smoker of like 12 years or so and I quit 3 months prior to surgery and haven't touched 1 since then and I started on insulin to get the surgery so I did manage to get 2 things under control... Well I have also lost some weight but I hate how I feel after I eat all the time hardly ever do I feel normal after eating I get sick a lot and I feel pain in my chest and food gets stuck all the time I think that if I was more patient and tried harder at losing the weight I could have done it on my own.. but I know I would never have kept up with the diabetes or I would have never quit smoking.. So I guess I made the right decision.... SN-Some people think that I am stuck up because I keep to my self a lot but that is totally not me I am not stuck up at all I just don't like to PARTY or go out matter of fact I have NEVER been to a club and don't plan to go I think places like that are for single people and very young people that arent married ...so singles lol.. I pretty much talk to very few friends on the phone or a few people in the family and go to the gym.. Thats all ...I don't mind a mixed drink here or there but for the most part I don't drink don't smoke.. I wouldn't mind taking a female friend that has kids and a husband to the gym or Kings Dominion or go do things like that with the families.. Anyway... I guess that is enough about me!