I'm 32 and while I was a total rebel with Docs, a double wallet chain (with charms, locks, and keys hanging from it), purple streak, and singer in 2 rock bands in the '90s -I was always the big girl. I never let it slow me down, but I still missed out on a lot because of my size. Guys seemed to love my outgoing fierceness, but were too scared to date me. So I had a guy buddies. My blessing and a curse all in one.
I think that after I'm sleeved and later down the road when I'm healthy it will be like a do-over in a sense. No I don't want to be that crazy lady dressing WAY too young for her age, but...I'll get to do all the little things my weight took away with my hubby and little boy! I will play outdoors with my eight year old, I will feel worthy of my hubby's physical attraction to me (damn't I wanna experience the dirty thirties! Lol) I will have the tools to keep my child from being robbed by fat, and maybe -just maybe- I'll start singing my happy song again!
Yeah, the ninties rocked, but our adventures have only begun!
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