Minnie Me

I have my surgery scheduled for July 6th pending my insurance approval. The insurance said they plan to include the sleeve in the next month. I hope I have it timed right. I am very nervous but fear more now not having the surgery. I need energy and have been withdrawing from life way too much due to all this weight. I have been fat since kindergarten so it is hard to believe anything will work. But I find myself saying "when I lose" instead of "if" lately. I think that...