Wowza! I'm just a newbie here and still in the lurking stage and have been drawn to this post as if it were an episode of HOUSE. I'm sending lots of good karma your way. Just remember what my darlin Papa used to tell me "Remember that rock bottom is still solid ground, and every roadblock is just a place to turn around", so keep your chin up. You have lots of friends on here sending prayers your way and this will soon just be a speed bump on the way to a healthier you