Tiredfatty

So I have been fighting my weight for as long as i can remember. i have tried evrything that the market has. You name it, weight watchers, doctor supervised, jenny craig and guess what i am tired. i absoultely do not have the will power to cotinue if after i put in so much effort to get close to nothing result. On my 29th birthday, I made a conscious decision to get the lapband. I had been flirting with the idea all this time but it is for real now. I do not want to be called fat and big- boned anymore. Most importantly, i want to here for my son whom i love very much. I want to see him grow... I want to be able to train him myself. I want to be healthy!!!. i have made an appointment with the surgeon and i can't wait to get it started. Hopefully, my insurance will approve it and by the end of the year, i will be on my way down. I am willingly to put the hard work in as long as i see good results or isn't that supposed to be the reward of hard work anymore?