@FindingMyself Exactly! I agree with you... My story is also an eternal cycle of weight ups and downs.
I' ve decided to continue with the diet... with or without sleeve, I have to keep making some changes: that is long lasting diet and gym.
Of course I am aware that I have to be patient and change my life for good (and not just for a short while, as I always do)
I remain seated 12 hours a day, because of my work, and that is not healthy at all...
As @kzsar said, I was a little naïve, because I made the diet as the doctor recomended and now I have lost the Sleeve just for doing the things well... That's unfair!
My surgeon said also: " I have some serious doubts about doing this procedure to you, but there are a lot of other surgeons out there that could solve that..." I just don't want to ge the sleeve that way... with anyone less experienced!. If he has doubts, I should have them too... Don't you think?
Now I'm hungry, a little sad, but I'll keep doing the effort of the diet. I hate it, but I have no other option at this moment.
@NJsharon, Here in Buenos Aires are many surgeons available, and I always knew I have to pay, becaus of my low BMI. The question is: if my surgeons has doubts, ( because in my case I could make just a diet and avoid the risks of the surgery) shouldn't I have some doubts too?
All best to you all and thank you for writing!
Paula