latisanava

[color=#FF6633][font=lucida sans unicode,lucida grande,sans-serif][size=4][b]i am a 29 yr old mother of 3,i am a stay at home mom and like it very much. im on here because i weigh 347 and i have alot of health problems.i found out thru my doctor about the band and decided it was for me and what i need to do. Its so scarey to put ur weight in black and white for the world to see. i have my surgery in 3 days and im very scared. im scared of the risks of the surgery and it being an elective what if sumthing happens i brot this on myself,yikes!.. i have been alot of guilt over cheating on my diet which makes me depressed which makes me want to eat more,its a viscious cycle. i have a love affair/addiction to food,i love it all of it there isnt many foods i dont like,lol.. im tired of hearing ur pretty but a lil too heavy or nice face but too fat im sick of being the fat mom the mom with no energy to do anything. I WANT TO LIVE!!!! which i dont feel ive been doing. i have good support except for a few ppl but i dont let them get to me, i AM strong and i CAN do this.. more to come [/b][/size][/font][/color]