LaBelle509

Today was weird. Im feeling better. my sister cooked for the first time since Ive been home. I found myself crying in my bed because I was so ashmed of hiw badly I wanted to eat. I honestly thought I was stonger than this. I mean I toik such a drastuc decision, went through so much finding a surgeon, the money, the tests,the diets, and the pain. I felt strong. and the simple smell of rice, reminded me how weak I am still. My journey just started.