Azulluna

So, after two years of not being able to see my doc (insurance nightmares!) I got in today, had an upper GI and got my band filled. I feel like I am starting this fresh and I am excited. It was horrible being in school, single parent and all the crap I went through 3 years ago and try to go 115 miles and get check ups, I just couldn't do it then and my state of mind was not one to be using my tool effective ( i feel terribly guilty for that!). Horrible timing in life. But, now I have my degree, a great new man in my life, my kids are older and I have a great job with insurance! Yeehaw! So, I am back! I am just glad I havent gained all my weight back- but I am no where near where I want to be. Thanks for listening, or, reading rather.

Hi, my name is Jenn. I got my band in June of 2010- I was doing great for like 6 months, then I dont know what happened. I fell of the wagon and stopped doing what I was supposed to be doing and now my weight is back. I have an appointment to get a fill and get a check up next month. I am so ashamed of myself. I could be at my goal and living the way I wanted to right now! But, I screwed it all up. I need a lot of support....