Dini

firstly and most inportant thanks for all your advice i really mean it, Danny ,Lynette is right i love having a male's input... So when he came in from work i laid it out on the table to him totally calm asked why i wasn't on his site and also why he never told me. I ask him was he ashamed of me, there are lots of pics of him baby our holidays to cuba but guess what none of me. he siad he didn't tell me cos i'd act like i am now. the only reason i'm like this is cos he hid it from me. he can't understand that at all. he said there is no pic of me cos i delete all the pic of myself cos i dont like them. i laught at this cos he could have used my bebo pic. or one of me and the baby. or how about our holiday to cuba, just a few taughts... anyways i had a bag packed for him, he would not go. he said he'll go at the end of the month when he gets paid. DID YOU HEAR THAT!!! He then told me that he feels like we dont have a relationship most of the time i feel the same, i said we both deserve to be happy and he says BUT I AM HAPPY. .. sorry but who is he kidding!! anyways thats it. subject closed i can not bring you guys or myself down anymore. thanks for listening and sorry to bore you. love you all xxxxxxxx

i'm glad someone else port is sore from laughter people used to laught at me when i said that!!!!!

AuntyPhyl , i love scramble egg, i could eat time till the cows come home, but i never do them as nice as my mom!!! typical eh one one thing i like never turns out right !!!

sunny have you got your instant chat on cos i'm on here and your not showing, let me know babes

hey everyone,,,,,,on a lighter note i've got more pictures up, check these out, you'd never think i was camera shy would you???DINIBAMS.BEBO.COMunder my 24TH b-day hope you like them!!!

Snag and Danny thank you both. i love this site. i'd be lost without you guys xx

Danny thanks for writing back! how simple and straight forward can i be. I asked him how long he was on it he said end of june i check its the middle of may i asked him why didn't he tell me, he said what difference does it make. you've got bebo i've got facebook. (my bebo is not a sceret) Also he is talking to a girl Sian and cos of the two of them i nearly lost the best ting in my life my daughter, my blood pressure when through the roof and i started bleeding when i read there txts Danny i talk to one of my x's and plenty of other guys adam knows about them my whole point is WHY NOT TELL ME? he's knows i wouldn't be bother once i know but i am issed when i find things out by accident. he's tryingto make a fool of me I've packed his bags already, if he tells me one lie he is out. i'll give him the chance of telling the truth, and i'll ask hi questions i already know the anser and i hope for his sake he doesn't lie. the worst part of all this is of course Annafrancesca but this is not me, i'm a happy go lucky sweet girl, right now i could kill him

Lindaa and lynete thank you, i supose in my heart i know what to do but i'm not one to give up on someone but i can't go on. I know he's talking to a girl Sian i've asked him to stop they used to work together and she liked him i really lost the baby cos of her and him. its just not worth it anymore. every week there is somethhing else. the best part is he send he messages privatly and shes sends them publicly so i can get the ist of the comversation. i'm too young and tired ofall this. i've shed far too many tears over it, but i just can't stop. what the fuck could i not just get a normal guy not a fuck up peice of shit

i wanna know if i'm over reacting and i would really like your honest opinion. This morning i woke up early, i got out of bed , Adam was on the Balcony having a stupid fucking smoke and the computer was opened on Adam Facebook page. (face book is like bebo or my space) I was totally in shock, i've a bebo account and adam never showed any interest in it. He's had it for 5 weeks and never told me about it. when i asked him about it he said that he checks it every morning and some evening i'm betting every evening i'm not here. now i would never have found out about this only that he taught i was asleep. i was really hurt, i felt like he was hiding it from me. what do i care if he has this homepage but why not tell me. i seriously fed up of little things like this. his mobile is always on silent, call me neive if you want but i dont think hes cheating but i dont understand what be so secerative. am i over reacting thinking he should have told me cos right now i'm thinking of packing his bags i'm so hurt oh one last thing i've just read all the post everything on it. never once was i mentioned. i can also see he on this lots!! Your taughts would be great xxxxx

AuntyPhyl thats is fantastic! wow congratulations your doing so well So today i had my second fill! i had my last one i 9 days ago and it did nothing for me. hopiing this one will work i must admit i am feeling kinda ill, ah sure it will pass!!

ok got to be quick cos i'm in work i'm going for another fill tomorrow hopefully this one will work last one did nothing also i've lost nothing in 10 days thats not good at all. hi to everyone big kiss all round Marcyinak, what cruise you going on?? we wanna do a cruise in nov what can you reccommend?? aboutthe guys in Miami they just said they only accept walk in but cos i'm comming from ireland that i'll get it done no problem but they can not garenttee which one does it, like i care i've seen all there work and i love it and them. i'm hoping as i'm lying on the chair on of them hops on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry me dreaming again!!!!! xxxxxxxxx

Ah Merci AuntyPhyl thanks for that!!!! how you doing? have you been going on any moer exciting little holidays?

babes everyone to there own, i know i totally took it easy for 2 weeks cos if you read back i was in agnoy i think i've suffered the worst and i wish it apon no-one anyways after two weeks i did a lot of fast walking and then i day b4 it was 1month post off i stated going to the gym. you'll know yourself what your able for but do take care

Lynette is Hunter ok now?? what is this stuff for tattoos yuor talking about?? and why was the shop assistant looking so funny!!! am i missing something? baby's asleep i was hoping she's wake up got to go to the bank!! oh my lord today i went to down stairs to collect my post. i was eating a cucumber, i got down and my lord i taught i was having some sort of heart attack it was so strange i wasn't minding the way i was eating i did think i was chewing enough but i gues i wasn't anyways after about 3 or 4 mins i was ok but i was like a baby teething really baby with dribble dribbling from my mouth. serves me right for not chewing propperly. so every CHEW CHEW CHEW!!!

join us on the mail july thread, lucky # sevens were a great bunch. xx

ah Kathy that is lovely! i only want to get Annafrancesca name on my shoulder but i'm going to look into getting the symbols. just reading your posts. i taught i never stopped for a moment but you dont stand still for a second do you. you need to RELAX AND PUT YOUR FEET UP. Momma who you telling!! i've even been filled and i've not lost a pound since the fill!! i went out last night for a b-day meal with all the girlfriends (you'l ll have to check out my pics when i get them up) i could eat everything. a bit of lamb got caught for a sec but i eat it all. i was supose to go for another fill today but Annafrancesca had some breathing problems nothing too serious but had to get it looked into but she's fine now. i'm hoping the nurse will fit me in asap b4 i eat the house clean!!! i got a gift of a dress off 2 of the girls really really lovely. i went to try it on and it would not fit. my chest area where the zipper is stopped about 2ii from the top! then i looked at the size i taught it was a 16-18 uk (i think thats a 12-14 USA) guess what size it was it was a 14 (again i think a 10 USA) can you believe that? cos i can't this is a normal shop with normal sizes, a regular High Street Shop. well i've never been so happy. i'm hoping to squeeze into by italy which would be amazing!!!! sorry i've been missing i was out all day yesterday! hows everyone doing

jackie babes how you doing? yeah i am excited about the tattoo. i' so jealous of all you guys with pool and good weather!! its a shame you can't join us, honestly i dont know how i can go but i am. i've never been to the states and now i'm going 2 withen one year !! crazy but i love it

Cazulay i need to get me some of that pill, every 3 weeks you say! i like the sound of that. b4 i had Annafrancesca mine were so light not the killers. thats great that your doing so well? i'm slightly fustrated i'm the same weight for a week now and i'm after getting fill. txt me nurse today and she txt back saying not working call tomorrow. i'll see what she said tomorrow. Have you been reading about teh Miami Ink guys, well i'm not into tattoo lads but i'll make an exception for those guys. i need to get my ass into gear for them lads. i'd like to be 140 when i'm going over but think thats asking to much so 150 is my aim for novemebr !!! you going to meet up with us nurse76, i'm living in dublin so i know what that rain feel like is so horrible. but onver here when the school kids have exms in start june and start back to school start sept it is always really SUNNY!! momma Sumer and winters are pretty much the same as in England. summers awere doing good if we get anything from 20-30 degree winters anything from 15 degrees down. lately our winters havebeengetting warmer and summers have not be overly good do you guys us ..degree or fahrenheit ??

ah i was hoping it would be hot not warm like i can get a tan hot!

babes i feel like i'm reading my own post!!! sounds great to me. whats the waether like in nov?

now now Nurse your putting seriously WICKETLY (is that even a word) NAUGHTY taught in my head.

hey momma how you doing? add me to your instant chat list denisamolle@yahoo.co.uk you going to try get down to meet up?? christy i so wanna see those guys might try convince then to come out too!!! now that would be a rocking night hahaha

excellent. ah yeah this will be fun you going to get tattoo too!!!!!

hey everyone!! ok so the girlfirend that i'm going away with can't go till mid-end of Nov around the 20th, i was trying to get her to come oct but she has other plans which is totally understandable. are you guys free? If it was on a plan to italy or europe i'd go on my own but its a 9-10 hour flight i really dont wanna do it on my own hope you guys understand? Is anyone free to come down Nov?? sorry aboutlast night Lynette you looked to be bored alright i went to put adam to bed. you know say good night and i ended up falling asleep!!! mind you i needed it. the girls standing out side Miami Ink look hot which one was i??? !!!!

chimboee how you doing sweety? do you live anywhere near miami??