I am so glad I am in this forum. I have been torn since I choose to do this. I have been heavy my whole life and am tired of carrying around all this weight. I will lose weight and then gain it and have tried every diet, pill, and plan known to man!!! Lol!! Tired of been called the pretty fat girl... Just want to be pretty! I am no longer telling anyone my husband is very supportive and that is all that matters. I read every one comments and had tears in my eyes because y'all touched my heart!! April 19th I start a new life and no turning back!! Thank you