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Tracy - You hit the nail on the head. I have been trying so hard to do that but I've been able to eat since November. Like I told my PA last month, I need to use my tool so give me a fill! Tomorrow is my appt, but I need need to get back in the game. I hate this time of year because when it is 10degrees outside I don't want to move and I'm tired of being in the house. I need a real job so I stop picking I have not been loosing much since I've been there full time. love ya'll

OK gals, I'm going to wait to book. SW has specials that have to be booked by today but travel no later than 5/8 so I' mgoing to wait until they release the next set of specials that are in our travel dates. it would only be $200 +fees vs $350 regular price so i'm going to hold out. Michelle, you didn't book yet did you?

Terry you are funny just waking up I like sleeping in on Monday's ! Tracyk- how i Macy? So I have this horrible pain in my lower left side. on and off for a couple weeks but gettin much worse. I'm afraid it might be my gall bladder...I don't want to mention it to my surgeon but when should i call my dr. or should I just chill and see if it goes away? Maybe it is because I have so much sagging and my parts are moving around and they need to medically do a tt (LOL) I need coffee... i'm silly

So... I will have a 6hr drive to the airport and then back home, but worth it to me so I can have a direct flight. I am so happy, I got 2 new cell phones back in November, I mailed in $50 rebates on each phone so I was expecting $100. I got a post card 2 weeks agoin saying I didn't provide a valid phone number and have not had time to deal, I just got an email they processed my rebate and I will be receiving my $250 check within the next 30 days... HOLY CRAP.. Hotel money...

OMG my dd just pushed my buttons more than ever. she just talked back to me and she never ever does that... she is going to be grounded by tomorrow, I can feel it. I don't know who she thinks she is... but i just reminded her. She has been talking lots to my step sisters dd and she is a smart ass punk... i will end that if that is where she gets this new found attitude from. Breathe... Anyway, I am looking at $1000 too, which I really don't have... but i am not going to really let anyone know this... because they will freak since I'm working a shit job, which is another reason I need a real job before we go. Judy - we need you i'm going to bed - i am totally exhausted and now pissed off

OMG Kat - that was in SA... well girlfriend. this is going to be another unforgettable trip to SA... with all good happy memories! LOVE YOU

Pam I like the Rasp Ice Crystal light - I always buy all they have when i'm there and Sams club Water. Plus I get the stuff to make 2 qts. My kids are actually drinking so I'll take it. They now have rasp white tea to go packets, i might try them

So... went to go see that band... they were good, good singer but changed ... they were twangy... and sounded old country with new songs... singer was great. We need a good country bar around here... If I could I would open one myself. LOL I am wacked. I love alternative rock but love counry too... but i think in gerneral the country side is where I really grounded. I love my rock friends but I just not where they are anymore ... my country friends are where I am 99% of the time. anyway... blah blah blah. I don't want to work today. Glad i'm off the next 2

OH. ... I can't wait to hear that story Kat. Ditto to you TracyK - that means no pics of me either. This is a wonderful friendship and I am honered to have met such a wonder group of women... shoot... you all got me flying...

Tracyk glad Macy's fever went down a little and she is drinking that is what is impt. My ds just came down and told me his throat hurts. SHIT! We can't be sick..... He gets croup and that is it, he has never had an ear infection or a general cold but 1 time so this is not going to be good. Started motrin and lots of juice. We are all just getting up so i'm drinking my coffee

lol 2:42 and i'm just walking in shutting down. I got a ride from my bff's sister who picked us up and took us to breakfast. Funny thing is... my neighbor was there and was leaving the same time we were to get breakfast... well she was just getting to our street as we pulled in and she didn't know who we were so she hid behind the car in front of my house, we scared the crap out of her and she did the same thing to me. no hot guys but had a chick all over my tattoo, never had that happen before either so I'll take it... love ya'll... going to pass out and get warm, it's freezing here

OMG Denise I give you so much credit... I hated being in hospital seeing all those poor sick babies... not to mention my own. I just don't freak out anymore, I'm much calmer. I'm hanging waiting for my friend to pick me up. I will walk home later but it is only going to be 13 tomorrow so I know I am not going to want to walk down to get my car. My step brother's fiance just got out of jail 6 months ago, she was working a wedding(they have dj business and limo's) and she had "1" beer and hit a 17 year old (of course one of my long time friends nephew) and killed him. It was horrible being on both sides of that situation but I won't even have a sniff of a cap and drive. I have had a glass of wine at work and hitched a ride home. Too cold for walking

Kat I know the feeling, everyone is amazed i'm going to SA and flying... no pics of me in a suit... but i'll do some pics which is not the norm for me

ok girls i'm out tracyk - please don't take it like i'm being bossy or trying to tell you what to do... just helpful hints ... ds has been in and out of hospitals since he was 3 months old and unfortunately have had to learn many tricks and just wanted to share them. love ya'll... (getting ready for our trip.. and tonight)

Pam this is really just the old me coming back... with a vengence. I was never this bold but just done. I cashed in $28 in change. 3 drinks and a cover charge. LOL I just need to get out there is all. TracyK- are you alternating motrin and tylenol? every 2 hrs motrin... 2 hrs tylenol... and so on... it will help... my dr told me to do that when ds had a high fever. ds had coxsocki virus which is flu/strep combined with horrible blisters so he wouldn't drink. they told me 1 medicine dropper of liquid every hour was enough to keep him hydrated - we almost were hospilized... make sure she drinks enough... poor thing well... going to straighten my hair

Tracy - that poor little thing. It almost would have been better with strep, at least antibiotics could have helped her feel better. give her lots of love (I Know you will, you are such a good mom)

It is funny, I don't have issues with eggs. I just make a turkey bacon, egg beater omlet with 2% cheese. high protein breakfast.

Laura hope you are having a good time.... Hi Michelle, i see you man i got too much sleep last night

ok gals, i'm going to have dd take a pic later before I go to work so you can see my hair and new mid rise boot cut levi's BTW. Walmart now carries Levi's "signature" they fit just like regular levi's and what... only $20 vs the $30 I just got them for "on sale" at jc penny. Since we have lots of levi's fans I thought i would share. Kat, I want court to be over but.... I am done, I just can't take the mental shit anymore. Not saying I'm perfect yet but I will be. And I need a new job, I need to be away from food I think I can start loosing again if I don't pick, I don't do it much but enough to keep me from loosing

Kat, i'm not afraid of a good walk either... we will have to burn off the margarita's. ok... you gals have to keep me grounded... did I ever mention that I am a tequila on the rocks kind of gal... I don't want a shot... i want it in a drink straight. and did i mention i'm a cheap date ? LOL I have never been so excited aobut anything in such a long time

Are we there yet?

Oh and Tracyks, I am taking charge, I got home and blasted dbf. Told him he better let them know to back the F' off! LOL I don't know where this is coming from... maybe i'm getting some balls

It is funny... I am so tapped this week, ok more than tapped... I was afraid to go online and look at my bank acct because I was cutting it so close. I have not received any bounced check notices and Tuesday was the day I was really worried about, my ins and Y membership came out and I know i was close. but... on a happy note, they are paid, the rest of the stuff I paid is done and my car payment came out thursday, so I might not have $5 to my name but my bills are paid. So that being said... There is a country band playing at the local bar, which by the way is a 5 min walk down the hill from me. (big hill, can you imagine 3am snow and freezing walking up it). We don't have any country bars around here which sucks but I like this band, so I'm going to roll change and I'm going. Shoot... it only takes 1 good drink for me so I'm a cheap date. Oh wait... I don't bring dates there... Not that I intend on meeting anyone new but it is my home town bar - even when things were great with dbf - it is just my place... but when someone does get privilaged enough to get to come with me... they have to be super special... silly isn't it????? I have met lots of people there, bikers.. bankers... and I am just me, not trying to impress anyone... just me well... going to drink more coffee.. have to get dd up soon so we can get a bday gift, she is going to a party at a lazer tag place tonight, my dad is going to sit with ds. That should be interesting. he has never done more than an hour or so and he is going to be here for 4 hours.

Denise... you look smoking hot... you go girl TracyK- poor liittle thing, i hate when they get fevers. Kat - I told you good bot tear jerker. LOL glad you liked it. I ate horrible last night. I did yogurt all day testerday and then got to work and ate like shit... totally stress eating. Found out last night that dbf's x was having her kid question a mutual friend about what hours I work when I'm there... and a bunch of other things. I went off on him but couldn't til i got home... sooooooooo I ate a ton of shit.. and I'm pms to boot. there goes 5lbs easy, I can feel it well maybe my dr will give me a fill now. anyway... telling everyone i'm going to SA and i'm getting on a plane, some are so proud and some are like are you nuts, how are you going to do that? need to drink coffee....

I'm not a big shopper... so i'll be toobin