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Morning girls I need to get my shit together. I can't eat healthy to save my life. I guess i'm an emotional eater because i've been on self destruct since last week = I need to find something to occupy my mind but the SNOW I woke up to this morning is not helping. I wanted to hit the gym early but yuck... don't want to leave right now. At least I've been back to the gym right? Kat - this is not like you... let us know you are ok

why am i forbidden to access many of the threads on this site? anyone know ?

Kat - my purple power heading your way! what little of it I have left

Good Morning girlies I posted my start at 208 but i was really a little more than that but I ate something strange. so this morning i'm back to 209 so i'm still keeping my start at 208. Amazing how 1 thing can bloat me that much. Yesterday, I noticed a swollen area at my knuckles on 1 hand, very strange and i have bumps going up my spine. I am afraid I have my moms issues with sugar and wheat. They just came out of no where. That and all the fat pockets I find I am making myself crazy I had the strangest dreams ever last night, I need good sleep and I have not been getting it. Next week i'm going to have to be to work at 5:30. YUCK

You have my vote Judy! Yes, I have planned mine carefully around the time of year, I am a water bug, love the beach and pool!

Hi ladies my 2cent.... I agree with Terry - fun is a requirment. I am arriving on Thursday night so I will be well rested on Friday night. I'll have to figure where I can meet ya'll. I was thinking about getting a small car while I'm there, I have a free day with my bj's membership, so I'm going to look into that tomorrow when I'm there. Pick it up and head over to our paradise... Just a thought. I can bring the early SA crew. any suggestions As for the tattoo, I'll probably have a violet before we go - I'm already chomping at the bit to get back over there an get this finished. Also FYI... no chlorine pools with a new tattoo - and JUDY... would probably have to stay away from the hot tub for a few days... I"LL sign up to watch so there is enough time!

Tracy - my first fill i could drink water but could not eat for 10 days. If you can't drink after 24 hrs you should go back. That is what my dr says. I regret not letting him fill me to 1.5 I lost 15 then gained it back what a looser, and I know he is not going to give me another fill when i go back Laura - i'm glad you are feeling a bit b etter but that is scary stuff Terry - hope you are ok, that is just a tough situation. Pam - I second what Jane said... because you are smart!

why yes, probably would take hours... so make it 7. I'll get mine with my touch up.... LOL I might be in for the ghost walk. I will play it by ear, but i am just so excited about our trip!

Morning girls I'm weighing in at 208 this morning. How depressing I am going to start tomorrow but try hard to be good today. We are having a social gathering today, which was planned days ago. Making Greens N beans today, which is not bad but, have not had it in months so don't know how it might make me bloat. I am making nacho's and enchaladas today too I found a very easy high protein enchalada, i'm so excited about that, it is going to become a part of my life. I am going back to having my ice cream every night - it was very satisfying to me and the eddy's sugar free is not bad, 110 cals and protein - and i was eating a serving every day when i was loosing regularly Tracy - I saw a horrible accident a couple years ago, an 11 year old was crossing the busy road and was hit and his poor body was in ways that you shouldn't be able to go. He was killed. His mother was screaming down the road, it was just horrible. Laura - OMG hoe you are feeling better. there is horrible stomach things going on

are ya'll serious about the tattoos? I am going to get mine touched up and i'm thinking about adding my flowers when i do it.

Tracy - I'm so sorry, did you try chewing gum or something???

Terry I'm in.... and I will post tonight what I ate. I have been a mess for the last week and need to get it together. I realized today my next appt is the day after my bandiversary, so if nothing else I need to get these 10lbs gone - which i'm sure wll be gone by Friday if I can be good. Off to get some groceries so i can be good. I'm going to make chicken tortilla soup tonight and tomorrow I'm going to make greens n' beans, man I love that stuff, high fiber and protein.... and mmmmmmmmmmm so good

Morning girls all I can say is i feel so bloated I can't stand myself. Today is all about liquids and protien. I am going to the gym every day this week. No exception Michelle that is a great idea Egg or No Egg. LOL We ate so much yesterday, picked all afternoon... polish food, kraut and stuffed cabbage and a couple perogies. all made homemade. yummy Well going to bring the kids to the sitter and get some things done today, going to meet my step sister and work on cafe plans, they are shooting to open 4/4 or 5 so we are going to work this week to advertise and work out details about tables an such. there is a full diner counter and 35 tables... holy cow. when it is done i'll post a photo, it is amazing to me now that it is almost done how far it came, it was 2 small store fronts anyway... be back have a great day

Happy Easter everyone just a quick check in, have to get ready for church, if I can make it... I worked last night and didn't get home until almost 1 and I've just been running like crazy and getting upp at 7 and hitting the gym. It was so hard to get up this am for ds. He loved his easter stuff. We always get them new socks and undies, and beach stuff, new towels and bathing suits. They only got an M&M egg and a small bag of chocolate coins and a very small chocolate bunny. I never really give them candy. I have managed to gain 10lbs this week, I don't know what is going on. I am bloated and retaining Water and feel like crap. I am going on liquid diet tomorrow. At least i'm working out again Kat - that is just horrible. I'm not the one to talk about relationships but that is just insane! That is just not a safe sounding environment and seems like getting worse everyone - i miss you all, I need to get out of my bad place

Kat - i actually have a pain in my side, it will go away. feels good to be back to the gym anyway, as far as the job, this client is nuts and i have reason to beleive that he fired our firm besides not paying them. I was told the funding fell through. The cafe is opening in 2 weeks and i'm going to work there for a month while looking / waiting for this construction job i'm going to get and start right after our trip, and if something horrible happens, i'm giving the cafe a commitment for the summer. so i'll be working days and getting killer tips. My step sister is really glad i can get her open and wants me to be her trainer for new staff. She was really stressed about finding new help when she opened... so i'm there for her.

hi just thought i would check in. kind of in a huge funk! I did make a plastic surgery consult today... man how depressing, i told her i wanted to try to get insurance to pay for it and she said don't count on it. Well. how the F am I going to get 7500???? will you tell me that? anyway, going to pick up ds at the sitter. been going to the gym all week and i gained 4lbs, how messed up is that?

going to bed hope everyone has a better night than I am medicated myself so i can sleep

i'm just checking in don't know what to do or think or function right now. My new job lost the client they hired me for so you know what that means right? JOBLESS, I fucking got laid off tonight. 3 weeks ... WTF what am I going to do, I'm already freaking about money - I just got my life caught up! I hardly have a pot to piss in and I lost my job I'm in a horrilbe place later

Morning girls Haydee - HUGS Girlfriend .... I am the last one in the world to give advice on relationships, but I do know where you are ... remember? As for the hangnail... soak your finder in warm sea salt water. it works for other infections and new piercings Tracyks - thanks... I did look good Wow, all you guys with your ps appts, i'm going to try to get one 4/17 since i'm already going to be off for court and surgeon appt. My new ins starts on 4/1 and now that my belly is starting to really sag I might actually meet some of the requirements to have paid for by ins. I'm going to do everything I can to make that happen. Funny, I hated everything about me and I'm to the point if I had that skin gone I would be so happy with myelf. HUGE difference. Well I'm off to work in 10 mins, have to get dressed - I went to the Y last night for the first time since... 12/18... yikes that was scary to see.. Going again right after work - water aerobics at 6:30. Wish I could check in during the day, I miss you guys love ya all

Morning gals Happy St Patty's day. up and drinking my coffee, don't know what I am going to wear, I have to organize my room tonight Man, can you stand what our govenor did? what a dumbass... today we get our new one...

Laura - I have kids and I complain about kids in public, some people just let them do what ever they want and that is crazy. Wish i could give you more on that.... Kat - so sweet, I was horribly depressed and signs of it came out last night that turned to me convincing myself how horrible I am. Anyway, long story short, it is all good today and dbf actually wanted to kick someone's ass for me today... wow, i think he might be getting a tad jealous . . Oh, I just opened my mail from the last few days.... Thank you Kat! night all

Hi guys, checking in before i go to bed Tracyk- i'm so proud of you for not smoking! that is such a great thing I have so many things i want to say but just don't know where to start Terry - love the rings Judy - for some reason you brought tears to my eyes with what you said to me. Thanks all for the comments, no wonder why i hated myself - i looked horrible! ttfn

[ATTACH][/ATTACH] Hi guys thought i would share, I actually thought i looked cute I had to go back and edit, the beach pic is me the week before surgery.... is that really me?

Laura - go get checked. I was like that 2 weeks ago, i was so scared, i couldn't get any air and it hurt to try to take a breath. I had bronchitus and was told so close to phnemonia that if I had put it off til monday I would have been in the hospital. well.... i survived yesterday and i'm making corned beef and cabbage for dinner and tomorrow is a new day

i love this countdown, i have 60 days to lose 25lbs... is it doable? we will see