Jennifur

Laura you are so tall and tiny... so even though you might not see it, maybe you are just adjusting or shifting to your last loss? You can do it. Terry... I agree with what you said 100%. I am so stressed I am mental... Today is the day for Kev to shit or get off the pot...so needless to say i'm a mess...and a different kind of mess than normal with him, almost a "omg.... my life is going to change and I'm not going to be single anymore".... maybe this is really it? I feel like pre wedding jitters type of thing.... If you don't hear from me later you know he is here and we are getting things settled ttfn

Morning gals just a quick hi... running late Hey... Just heard about Dolly? You gals ok ?? hugs and kisses

just checking in to say goodnight I actually went to bed at 7 and woke up for a drink and going back to bed. i am beat! I am afraid to weigh myself, i feel like 1 night at the pizza shop did me in .....

Morning gals Terry, glad mom is better... Yes... hanging with all kinds of people... I don't really have anyone in mind for the wedding because me... well I have high hopes... but trust me... i will go from hanging with the boys for searching for one to date and bring to the wedding. Army guy is in AL somewhere... I don't remember the city because I am only familiar with Navy bases but he was really nice.... too bad so far away Well, 6am and i'm off to work... i'm tired today Have a great day everyone

Hi guys a quick check in and hello... Tracyk - how did you get back? boy I missed a lot... ok the race is on? I'm kind of stuck again, i need to get going too. Oh well... Couldn't have anything to do with the parties at work we have.. which is where i'm coming from... Hi all... so glad to be back

Terry... I'm so sorry about your mom.... HUGS

Morning everyone What a great feeling.... drinking my coffee checking in with my gals... I so missed that. Where to start... I have been a little stressed out... love my job but was only part time and it was costing me $175 a week just for gas to get there so i got behind on my bills again, Kev... (don't need to say any more about that)... I met a guy... and we have been hanging out... but it is all fun, he doesn't want anything and we all know i'm too mental over kev to be in a full swing relationship... so works out great..... The boys on the job ... OMG... I've have lots of offers... but I'm not ready... August I will be... remember I gave Kev a deadline... and I don't know if i'm ready to give him up but after Aug 1 I will look for something more serious with someone else. I might have been borderline ready since I got back in May. I am holding 203 which sucks but i'm happy there for now...I between loosing again, not able to eat right and the stress... I lost so much more hair it is disgusting... it would have been ok but since i lost the same amount last year i actually have bald spots. So.... Problem #1 solved, I turned in my lease early and got a Malibau - it was a rental, 2007... my car payment is $50 less a month and gas is $50-70 a week so that is a huge help... Work problem... I went from working 20 hrs a week to 45.. The owner of the company and VP and my direct boss loves me and I think they are going to offer me a job...and I got an offer from a local construction company for next spring when this job is over. so this is the best thing in the world for me!!! Boy problem.... we will see in 2 weeks.. .but I am invited to lots of social events, infact, Monday night I'm going to an event for the place I'm building which is a beer distribution warehouse and there are lots of people. Hair problem... don't know about that either... but i'm going to the dr on the 30th so i'll see.... Denise.... your house is beautiful Pamela = you are right I so deserve that... but $300 later i have my laptop back... so now you get me back I'll be in and out today, I worked at the pizza shop last night and i have not done that since June 1 so my ass is kicked, i'm going to get my nails done and hope the sun comes out so i can nap in the sun... we are having a steak bbq today and then i'm going to see my other friend tonight... not sure whhere we are going yet. I am not caugt up reading... and maybe more than 15 pages...

guess what..... I GOT MY COMPUTER BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you guys so much... I have a lot of catching up to do (boy has it been crazy) but the first thing I did was email my army friend (remember him???) because he was looking for me and now i'm here checking in. I have to write a book to fill you all in... so i'll work on that later Laura, I did get your email, my phone is so full it has been freaking out... I've had several slips and every time i do something "blonde" I laugh about that. Terry.... thanks... Everyone... I have 15 pages to read and i'll catch up with you all... HUGS AND KISSES Oh... I'm finally working full time and love my boys... almost all of them... LOL

oh.. my sweet roomie= thanks for teaching me how to take a pic... i took one driving down the road, was not smiling but looked great otherwise... not looking up but with the camera up in the air.... i'll post it tomorrow

I do love it... and Pam... well... they all visit me every day but the same 6 all the time... in another 2 weeks I will have a real home there, electricity and .... hmmmmmmmmm 10 crews at 1 time and they will have to come sign in with me.. like i am the gate keeper... we went to the bar for dinner, i tried wings, ate 3 and choked... so now i'm having a good night drink and heading to bed. 4:30 comes early anyway someone who i had not seen in months was there and she was staring me up and down with the holy shit look..... felt great anyway... off to bed... love ya all

Ok final pic... where the dozers are... that is the future parking lot... That is my hardhat... and yes... the sams 20oz water bottle is full of crystal light rasp green tea I only share my port o pot with my boss right now... the workers have their own on the other side... so I'm drinking my 80oz a day As for the pic attached to this... see in the far right corner the dumpster? well, besides that is bigger than my office... that is where they decided my new perm trailer that is scheduled for delivery the 13th will be located. I'll post pics of that too. Anyhoo... I'm off to pick up ds, i got out of work early because it was raining and came home to catch up in the quiet!

Yes I am finally online. I hit an email so I could catch up (went back to my last post) So ... where do I start? I miss you all terribly, I miss coffee in the morning and laughing so hard i can't stand straight from the pain in my stomach. Jane... did you ever get the batteries???? Kat - how are you feelin'? Tracyk- congrats .... I think you will be so happy Michelle, Hey... what ever the question was... I raised my hand. Tracyks- omg you should go on another "you" trip or do something special for you... I hope those boys appreciate you.... don't you miss the quiet sitting on the porch reading??? Terry - did you already go back or going this weekend??? maybe you can find your way up north to have coffee here.. Pam - you must be so glad school is almost done? Laura - your dad is chartering a plane and taking us to Vegas??? LOL Denise - nice to see you are around,... how is the grandchild? you must be loving it! Haydee - hey there girlfriend.... thanks again for the presents... they were really good... how's things going with you? Judy - How are you doing... been enjoying the hot tub? Do you go in when it is hot outside? We are about to get a mid july hotspell this weekend - how is it there? Me... well, I just started eating this week, I was only having a chicken tender if that a day and obviously in starvation mode and didn't lose an ounce. I am forcing myself to eat... like day 1. I made a fresh mozz cheese & tomatoe salad, have 1/3 cup of that every day. Found these great pretzels, they are from Snyders, and are buffalo wing flavor... which is great and satisfying for me since that is what I crave. have 1/3 cup of those a day, a south beach diet breakfast bar, 10g protein 140 cal and I made pulled pork and have 1/4 -1/2 cup of that for dinner. I just started that Tuesday and finally going down again... was 202 this morning, almost back to onderland. My job... hmmmmmmmmmm I LOVE IT. I am completely exhausted getting up at 430 and working and driving for an hour every day, taking care of house, pool, lawn, dinners for kids... i've been falling asleep on the couch at 5pm getting up and doing a little more and in bed by 9:30. DD had needed her computer for end of the year projects and I just have not had the energy to really care or deal with my computer. I still don't know what i'm going to do... but i miss it....I use it for so many things and i go to reach for it and it is gone. Anyway... I'm going to see if i can post some pics I took today at work ... I was the only one there and was fooling around... they were digging right where I was and got great shots I'm going to keep my puter on for a day or 2, i need to do some work so i'll be around love and miss you all hey there suzie... get that ac on???

i miss you guys just a quick check in to let you all know i'm alive. I know... maybe you all think i'm an early riser but that is honestly far from the truth... 5am is killing me, and I have a 12 hr day tomorrow work is great but i miss you guys i actually for the first time skipped right to the end ... 4 pages Haydee, thanks for the package.. i ate a serving and am sick. LOL Pam... you are sooooo sweet. miss ya'll, i'll catch up in a day or so, i'm actually going to bed in 20 mins... that is a shocker too

I can do that????? I'll play later done running on my way to get ds

Tracy how is Robbie doing? I think in the 15 pages of post i saw he was hurt pretty badly?

ok i'm off so i was watching the Today show... and they were doing someting about the top 5 most friendly cities... and I'm thnking SanAntonio must be one of them.... YUP... NO 1 friendliest city.... Terry, you ready for #2... Denver CO... bikes, rapids... funny how we talked about that anyway, off to try to get my life in order, wish me luck, step mom is going to be really pissed off, i want to puke

Morning everyone I miss you all, miss my laptop... and hopefully when I get a computeer and power at work i'll be checking in much more. I am working on my boss' laptop and off battery so we do what we need to and shut down. Work is getting busier, I am there 3 days this week, monday was a holiday of course, but off today, forced myself up to get some things done, and tomorrow working and Friday working 2 meetings and then the ground breaking ceremony at 3 then dinner... oh but the funny thig is I can't eat, have not gained, have not lost, but need to get some groceries of stuff i can do. I just skimmed post but Kat, I'm glad tt went well, Denise what a cute baby, you must be so proud, Tracyks, I've been telling everyone about the kaluha coladas, but i'm sticking to my vodka, it is a safe drink for me. Jane - Happy Belated Birthday, hope you had a good one. Judy sorry about your kitty i just miss you all. I hate it here, but at least I love my new job. Yesterday I had tons of visitors, and this cute older Irish gentleman came in and said" I thought I saw a female on site, I had to come say hello" and then another visitor was signing in and I was not paying any attention to said,.... so this is where you work... I looked up and my boss is like How do you guys know each other... "VALENTI"S" we laughed. that is the bar at the bottom of the hill, I just met him last month. This is going to be fun... yet interesting. love ya'll

Can all you guys make me cd's of the pics. I'll send you blank ones i miss you guys

I only saw 1 of me on the river did i miss somewhere?

Terry no military this time.... Tracyks and I met a wonderful bartender at the SAT airport who took very good care of us. Marine on the plane but he was quiet, spent the weekend with his girll.... how sweet. The hot one in uniform i met on the plane was a couple rows behind me, so we sadly parted too soon. GA airport, no military, met a financial advisor who was just visiting some billionaire's pad who was featured in one of the magazines, but was there because he boss is putting the house up for sale .... oh how sad............ they bought me a couple drinks, i was getting ready to go with 25 mins to spare and i'm walking to my terminal after i walked over 3000 feet to get to that point (huge airport) and I hear "Jennifer Stroman..... last boarding call"... oh SHIT.... I started to run with chicken tenders in hand.... boring guy on the plane so i put my music on and took a nap. Alsol.. note to self... big planes are harder to control when you hit turbulance (sp)... take the puddle jumpers. HEY>>> TRACYK..... did you ever find that second letter at the Alamo????? Well, since I broke my brand new lawnmower hitting a giant rock and the pool is running so I can get the chemicals going to clean it... nothing else to do but take a nap... now that I am finally nice and clean. Hey have i mentioned how much fun I had????????????? OH... there are some great black male pics out there... good thing non of me....

and now i'm home....................

Hey everyone, ds is waiting patiently for me while I catch up but wanted to do a quick post. So, since it is quick all i can say is THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING. Terry, you did a spectacular job of finding the best place in the world. shoot, stupid kitten knocked over my plant. So, I have a silly airport travel story on my way home, lets just put it this way, I almost stayed in atlanta monday night. I'll fill ya'll in later, have to go pick up the dirt and try not to freak... stress of being home is back

HI, my name is Jenn and I'm an alcoholic... and if had one more day in Gruene... would be an alcoholic slut.

i am so sad about my laptop, tonight when i have a few i'm going to try to hook it up to the desktop monitor. The settings on the desktop won't let me get to the photos. I'm going to have a photos shoot this weekend. for the first time in days i realize i'm tired. LOL

Missy Koon checking in here I was still laughing last night. My phone rang at 8:30, I didn't know where I was. I think today might be a nap day. have to get all dolled up for my photo shoot!!! LOL