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Hey guys Can't wait, i'm so glad I was able to commit so quickly - What airport will I fly into? I know it was on a thread but i don't remember what page Judy, I love your countdowns

Morning gals have a great day... i'm so glad i can commit.. I have a birthday party tonight at my favorite bar, i'll try to check in when i get home - but going to be a long night.... i can tell already Laura - how you feeling? you taking your vits yet? Did you get an appt with the dr yet? Have a good one everyone!

Tracy we get to "meet the teacher" for Dylan next week... and Wed we get to go to high school orientation dylan is so excited to start school

I'm going to bed. will i get a roomie for our trip? or am i stag???

Hi gals OK here goes Haydee, Ithaca IS 3 hour drive. not a bad drive at all... want to come visit? Ok Terry... I did it... I AM 100% IN.... mom is excited about our trip...so that will take care of the kids...as for money, i can't pay til after the holidays but.... it won't matter what the cost is.... i'll set aside the max and hope for the best. Kat, that is fantastic.... can't even imagine Tracyks - i'm still at the same i was in TX - that is great I'm going back to the gym and water aerobics once school starts in 2 weeks, just been crazy here. DD made the JV cheer squad at school and is so excited and she is going to continue to Jr coach until it becomes tomuch well, off to eat.... then who knows ttfn Pam... I would love to room with you!

Well... if anyone ski's... hikes...or just likes the fall... you are all welcome to come visit me (not at the same time... sorry girls) I would love to have visitors..... Before dd, i use to camp, hike, fish, hunt... never stayed inside but never spent money... my poor ds need some of that in his life... so i'm going to start doing most of it again... i think it will be good for me mentally too.... I am 1 1/2 hr easy drive to VT and MA...and it is beautiful here in the fall. 2 1/2 hrs from Whiteface Mt and 1 hr from the adirondacks Anyway.. :thumbup: have a good day everyone

hey did i tell you guys that i am deficient in Zink and Folic Acid???? so... guess what that is... a pre natel vitimin.. which btw makes me puke my brains out.. even when not pregnant...I took something similar that the dr gave me to boost my numbers... bad bad bad! PS.. laura get the anti naseau pills.... LOL

Haydee, great show... tell them not to get up until he is all done.... absolute best for last funny, i pulled into the parking garage with Metallica cranked and pulled out jammin' to Kid Rock... diversity is my middle name. LOL I want to go, and am saying... hmmmmmmmmm 99% sure but I can't give the deposit commitment right now. since my mom is going to be my sitter i need to make sure she is good, and since she is in Vegas and spending lots of money, i'm sure going to come home stressing so if i say.... trip for a weekend in June next year right now she will freak.... I'll start with mild hints have a good night everyone... way past my bedtime nice email from Army guy tonight...... why are the nice ones so far away or married????????????

Suzie that is horrible about your friend... for a million dollars i would not have that surgery.. I know many people who it worked for but i know just as many who gained it all back... Including Kev's x-wife....... ok that was mean but hey. it is not like i wished her any harm.... Well i'm off to see Neal Diamond.. maybe i can pick up an old man there.... talk to you all tomorrow

Laura I 3rd what Terry said this morning... emotional roller coaster! and I wanted my boy to be a girl. omg... hyperventelated like a raving crazy person when they told me it was a boy.. for weeks... now i look back and laugh at myself.. but at the time i was so depressed. but...you know what all makes it worth while...all the tears and all...

Morning girls just a quick check in, i'm running late this morning.... It is freezing here... high low 70's today... it was only 40 last night...and going to be back up to 85 by Sat.... The trees are starting to change color here.. how depressing

thanks tracy I am a bit better but man... throwing up hurts... and for over a week... i thought i pulled everything out

you guys are funnny.. a date for a wedding.....i almost fell over laughing... me getting married would be just like judy having a baby. Haydee is right - my son's speech therapist is getting married in 1 month - we had her bachelorette party the day my foot was so infected they wanted to cut it out. I thought I told you all about the wedding... it was part of how i gave Kev the date of 8/1 to get his shit together.... which never happened so i'm looking for a date. Tracyks- HUGS I have missed so much... I am just trying to do everything I can to keep going every day and it is not always easy

omg!!!! Congrats Laura... I am so happy for you....

Morning girls just wanted to check in...I'm running late. Anyway... a couple of weeks ago i got a tiny scratch on my foot, which somehow ulcerated (sp) and I had a raging infection and decided to go to the dr. and it was so bad he put me on power antibiotics which made me sick, i have not thrown up like that in 2 years. So, sadly i gained 6lbs i'm trying to work off (from eating stuff to soak up how badly i felt) oh well - i acknowledge it but 6 feels like 600 it is strange Kat - happy belated bday When i got my computer back i lost a lot of things and aparently my outlook is cleaned out. Well, I am still "talking" to Kev but not much and that situation is sucking the life out of me - but at the same time, i'm dealing with life and getting out of bed every day and looking for a date for my wedding next month....... So just mentally done and trying to turn it around. I'll try to catch up on posts, it is hard at work and i'm trying not to be so dependent on my computer miss you all....

Morning all need to do some serious catching up today but off to work now. We had a blast this weekend.... but this morning i was doing my am throwing up and there was some blood (noticible but small amount) in there.... could i have possibly torn something flying down the water slide? I'm a little freaked out anyway... PAM (((hugs))))) I'm sorry talk to ya all later

Hey all just a quick hello, i'll catch up later i'm off to Six Flags MA with my dd and friends for her birthday.... I'm so excited for a lot of reasons 1. I don't have to leave early to go to work 2. I'm 40lbs lighter than the last time I was there 3. I have another grown up going to playwith me have a great day

Morning everyone I'm exhausted.... worked an 11 hr day then right to the dr... Loosing so much hair it is scaring me... drew blood, came home for 30 mins to eat a buffalo chicken tender and then went to BJ's to stock up, and get burgers and fries, today is dd's bday and she wants cheese burgers and cheese fries (pms week too. lol) and brownie sundays instead of cake.... soooooooo leaving in 15 mins for work then runnin home to cook for her and her friends then maybe pass out... at least i'm keeping myself occupied. OMG... X-mas.... count me in....... but we were talking about that yesterday... mom told ds he could get a wii and wii fit for his bday... I freaked.... I said how about community xmas present.... she had no clue how much they are... my neighbor has a wii fit and ds plays with her... he is a yoga master, it is so funny have a good day everyone

morning have a good day

hi everyone I'm off to bed.. long hard day and was doing well until mom made popcorn.... shit can't do that... it is something i can eat..... oh well... talked to a guy i recently met today... going to see the Police and Elvis Costello friday night and he is going too... maybe we can meet???????? thanks all

Morning gals omg... 2 days and 4pages... i must have lost 100post with no puter. Thanks all for your support.... me... I'm a sap... I love him and not ready to get rid of him... BUT... I am ready to open my heart up and maybe go on a date or 2 ... it is a start... and who knows.. maybe i'll meet someone who will sweep me off my feet... As for food... didn't eat much.. 2 oz pulled pork and then some multi grain chips and a south beach protein bar... did get my 64+oz of water in. I'm late for work... will be back later Tracyks- I'm addicted to the pulled pork nachos... mmmmmmmmmmmm .. just like the ones from lunch that day... I make pulled pork every week... dd loves it and it is something i can choke down even on a bad day.. and good protein.....when i'm really feeling hungry... not often... i will put black beans, homemade salsa (for tomatoes and onions) a little shredded lettuce and hot peppers... oh and 2% cheese of course... Have not lost but have not gained either.... ttfn love you guys

Today is not really a good day.... after he looked me in the eyes and lied right to me... i have not heard from him.... nothing..... not a word... no hi, sorry .. f' you... kiss my ass... nothing... i woke up sick as a dog ad have been crying all day......and he went so far out of his way... i just don't get it anyway... maybe he is packing up and will just show up... yeah... i almost believe that one.... i just don't know why he would say such things that would make me hurt more it is going to be a long few weeks

hey gals Thanks... today was a bad day..... kev and i met and hugged and loved and nothing... he is still not here.... (and love didn't invove sex) my heart is completely broken, he has 4 days and i am moving on. . . Actually, i'm getting ready to head out with a couple of friends... Kat and Pamela.... thank you and I love you both..... vodka is probably not the answer but i do need to get through the next 4 days then i'm out looking for someone to share my life with.... because what i've soul searched the last 2 months... and while with all you guys in SA.... is that I want the big deal.... no just what i've had and not for someone to care for me... but about me love you all for your support....... it was just a bad day..... and when all is said an done i'm not going to drink anymore love ya

Hi guys well... no verdict... still not here is ... if he is telling lies they sure are good ones ... last night told me he was renting a uhaul today... so i'm a mess... got up and made a huge Breakfast, eggs, grits, hash browns, sausage, and corned beef hash... of course i picked but kids were happy.... i'm going through a slight meltdown right now not knowing what he is doing... and going to mow the lawn in a few...to distract myself i'll keep you all posted... that is if i'm sober later... because vodka has been my very best friend for the last 3 days

Morning gals just wanted to check in... lots of work to do... i'm gutting my kitchen in 3 weeks and want to get everything else in order so i only have 1 huge mess. Haydee - first... you are so beautiful... I agree with Tracyks ...LOL I don't know who you guys are talking about because I don't watch tv so much... but I wish I could find someone to help me over come my eating and emotional issues... I know I've come a long long way but I'm stuck and mental. I use to use my flex account for my head dr, who i love but not for food issues. I should call my insurance and find out if there is someone. Jane - I am so sorry... I didn't think it was possible for a dr to be more of a hard ass than mine but that is just not right. I lost my thought.... shoot HI everyone I'm off to the store to get stuff to make dd breakfast... I could not sleep and it ticked me off... back in the day i could sleep til noon... I'm exhausted but guess I have a ton on my mind, kev... kitchen... money...I woke up because i was having a dream about framing out the stairs in my kitchen and then just couldn't get it off my mind...ughhhhhhh, at least it is nice today, and since i'm loosing my tan i'll nap in the pool later. hugs and kisses