Jennifur

Morning gals well, i'm up and showered and typing away drinking my coffee at 4:45 am! The gym opens up at 5:30 so i'll leave in 30 minutes do my weights and head to work. Tomorrow is the first day of school so i'll probably do weights tomorrow night. I think this is what I needed - I will win... personally. Terry - can't imagine but I'm glad to see you posted. man... there is not even good news on this hour...

Ok I soooooooo need to vent......... I saw someone this morning whom i hate.... I can't even sugar coat it and I don't feel that way about many people.... wellllllllllllllllll she must have had the bypass surgery because she was tiny and at xmas she was 350 at least! She has bad knees and I know doesn't exercise and if she does can't work hard.... she is lazy! OMG I am now going to be devoted. I was so pissed off I came home and instead of going to bed like i would when I feel depressed i started walking.... 4miles I went... mostly uphill I am on 100% protein shakes tomorrow and that is it, I'm done, I'm going to lose my last 25 lbs and have a tt! The end of the story. I don't care anymore, i will not let her look better than me... Does that explain how much I hate her... and maybe the motivation I need.... but I am motivated and not fucking around... sorry Judy I just did my schedule for the month to make sure I can go to aerobics.... So in my rage, I told Kev off.... called my friend from Friday night.... and i'm going to make dinner for the kids and make an appt with my dr for a fill when I can get in..... anyway.... i wish the gym was open i'd be there... maybe i'll go mow the front yard

Morning gals Terry - i'm so sorry for your loss... love ya morning everyone.....

Morning everyone what a crazy weekend... Friday we went to BJ's and then happy hr which turned into happy night, which turned intom me asking someone to the wedding... ok so i was feeling no pain... but I have known this guy since 7th grade. Nice guy... but has expressed serious interest the last few times I've seen him so... I asked.... he gave me his number... so i called him yesterday to apologize..(I was wasted) and he called me back.... said no big deal... he was feeling pretty good himself... he bought me a drink (which he never buys anyone) said he enjoyed my company and blah blah blah I was still wasted when I woke up at noon yesterday... bad. I am never like that and only had 4 drinks in 6 hours... something not right there. so i had to get up and go to Lowes, we stopped in Friday night to see what they had on clearance for floor tiles, and we got a 5 burner stainless steel gas cook top (Kitchen aid) for $300! It was a $900 Stovetop, floor display marked down to $450 and my mom said lets make a deal and we got it for $300, they told us they do stuff like that all the time! That is the only appliance we need, and I'm going to try to sell my stove for $300 and that will be that! Kat - I hope it is just swelling, you are in my prayers Denise - congrats Haydee - is your trip in October to NY? maybe we can hook up? I'll drive to Ithaca - that is an easy one Anyway.. just finished my coffee, and i'm going to take down the closet wall and carpet... I can't beleive i'm actually doing this! Terry and Tracyk - stay safe... HEY to everyone.... Laura, how are you feeling? baby wise! oh... i could just keep going on....

Morning gals, i'll catch up later, running late... i hate pms week, never even close to on time Hugs to you all

Kat thanks... I am angry and not hiding it.... I need to stop eating ... oh wait... finally got my period this afternoon and I can't even drink water... i don't know what's up with that... I can eat like no tomorrow when i'm super PMS and then i get it and swell up and can't breathe. I don't know how to get back on track.... i'll figure it out. working this weekend, getting the carpet up where i'm going to tile and take down the closet wall.... i'm getting excited about the kitchen...8-10 weeks for the cabinets but it will take me that long to get the place ready so that is good.... oh well, off to high school orientation night... yipee

Morning gals Terry - I know I have but it is honestly different this time....I have never not liked him through all the bs and I'm starting to feel that way... angry and bitter.... but instead of crawling in a hole... i'm actually doing things...I didn't last night because I need good light to do my final skim coat... oh wait i sanded so i did something. This is all good... trust me Now if I would just get my stupid period so I Can stop feeling like I can't find anything to make me happy... Laura - yes, I don't remember where he lives there, I have it someplace but yes he does... so he has been a great pen pal. have a great day everyone... have to pick the owner of the company up at the train station this morning.... fun.... have high school orientation tonight so i'll be in and out later.

why? why is it that you meet someone who might possibly just sweep you off your feet and they are so far away you know that this point in your life it would never work? who you all ask? Army guy I met in in TX, remember the first night i was there by myself and then took me to breakfast in the morning. I sit here ... why tonight I don't know... but I got an email... and he is just so sweet, interested in what i'm doing and where i'm going...and tells about him too. It is so nice to have someone who gives 2 shits about me. If for some reason we don't meet up before June, I might have to bail on you guys friday during the day to go have lunch. He is about 1 1/2 HR away from the resort... just so sad it is not just a little later in time... but who knows....where friendship and long distance can lead. Just had to share..... because you all know how down in the dumps i am about Kev i .... which is really bad but I still talk to him and he doesn't even care how much he hurt me.... or maybe he doesn but doesn't know how to deal and ignores it... but either way i am really starting to be very pissed off at him... just a matter of time anyway.... thanks for listening!

Hi guys what a day huh? Laura - speechless about your sister... she does really know where babies come from? Judy - i'm sorry, but you know if you get Ethan... there i a reason... Pam - I am working, no time off for me, working all ay and home working on the house. I have 2 weeks to get closet down, floor laid and the rails off my stairs.. maybe motivation for me to do something i'm up to 209 too... that is only 6lbs and i'm pms but holy crap i feel like a size 24 again

Morning everyone i am going to try again today.... got all the holes in my living room just about finished, sanded last night and now just need to skim my final coat of mud and ready to prime and paint (mom is going to do that part.... but first i'm going to do the spots where the kids jump onto the chair in the other room and slammed into the wall.... going to tile the floor in the laundry room this weekend and ready to start on the kitchen have a good day Tracy, Macy was cute, i couldn't open the other pictures... i hope she is having fun i can't wait first day of school ever for dylan next wed. OMG - i'm listening to the news... 2 little children dead sitting in the car in the driveway... how sad... you don't know your baby is gone for 3 hrs..? 5 mins and i'm freaking!

hi girls just a quick check in.... sounds like everyone is having a tough time i'm off to self destruct ... pms... pulled pork nachos for dinner... want some of the eddy's apple pie ice cream i just bought.... pumpkin pie is out now too.... my 2 down falls later

Morning gals Laura - that is horrible Mac N Cheese.... can't help you there but i make great creamed spinche using low fat sour cream and parm cheese. I'm off to get ready for work, cleaned out ds's playroom yesterday... 5 hours... my allergies are a mess but i filled up both of my trash cans for the week. Also patched some spots that i've been putting off forever... all this to get ready to start working on my kitchen. I want to get my little things done so when i'm doing the kitchen, mom is going to paint the living room Hope you all have a good day... i wonder hom many

Suzanne - I got it oh this is a mom and pop homemade soft icecream.... mmmmmmmmmmmmm ice cream LOL

OMG we are watching some food channel thing... Jersey Freeze... makes soft serve only ... flavor upon flavor... good thing we don't have one here

I don't know if it is allowed but i do it all the time

I didn't get an email

Well, my flight is going to depend on what time i can leave which is going to be around what happens with Dylans moving up thing for school, which depends on snow days used. If i can leave at 6am i can get a flight for $210 Northwest on Travelocity and around $400-500 if I have to leave later... so... worst case i'm planning on $500 which is ok as long as i am ready for that. have a good day

Morning gals here drinking my coffee with my crazy kitten, the runt.... she is getting bit but is so funny, when you scratch her back she flips over like a tumble and rolls around and then wraps herself around the back of my neck, i just kicked had my daughter come take her away. Kat - how exciting to hit goal... i'm so happy for you Denise, what cute babies.... and how could we forget about you? Tracyk - HUGS.. try to have a good day it is finally nice here but i need to get serious housework done, I would be happy to be outside about 1pm to get some sun Everyone... have a great day

I eat nachos at the bar, maybe 10 chips worth when I'm drinking, 5 us us share them and usually have lots of leftovers.... I can't eat ... when i eat and i'm drinking it is time for bed because i can't have another sip and i'm so full like Thanksgiving full i want to die... so i eat dinner, and do my house / kid stuff before i even think of a drnk.

I will be there on Thursday, I can't guarantee what time Last day of school is that day, so i can't book til feb or so I am going to rent a car, I have all kinds of specials because I do it alot. But i will run and pick up people and don't have a problem ssharing so i think you should only get 2 cars???

oh... thank you... i'll send it with my dep money in the next month is that ok? After being really sick at work last week.... i just kept thinkng these guys don't know and what if something happened? kind of scared me

Terry if i got a medical alert charm can you make me a pretty chain and latch for it?

Terry so we are going to do the extra day on Thursday?.. I'll find an earlier flight!

I will fly in on Thursday night too, just because of my issues.... but i have to head back Monday ... I am packing the kids up and taking them on vacation Tuesday morning to come back on Sunday... so I can include them in on some fun time next year. I am sure I'm going to have a new job but I will tell them I need a week off.... it is what it is. Anyway, going to drink coffee and go shopping... old navy is having a huge sale today. TTFN

Morning everyone up drinking my coffee..... had a nice chat with Terry last night... coun't just text her. We went to the bar for a friends bday party, had fun. wasn't very crouded - this is the last big race weekend in Saratoga so everyone went up that way... too far for me. good thing though, I was tired. Well i'm doing some flight research... I really liked flying on delta but i don't know if that is going to be an option