Jennifur

happy saturday dd is at homecoming dance, ds is in bed and I worked at the job most of the day and something went wrong so i actually was out in the field with ds today fixing stuff. He loved it. The roofers came and helped... i'm bringing them coffee and donut monday, they didn't have to do that.... anyway i'm so tired i'm going to bed

Hi guys, quiet at work so I had a minute to check in. I had a fun social date with the older guy on Wed night. We went out for a drink and then back to his house, a few friends were over, watched Baseball, had a good time, and then everyone left and we just laid on the couch snuggling and talking. Of course he had a busy Thurs and Friday planned and i have not heard from him... the story of my life. I left a message today to say hey, hope you recovered and got sleep ... He goes out with the guys on friday nights and he knows i had a busy couple of days... Anyhoo... back to work. I'll be working tomorrow... might bring dylan with me, should be interesting.

Thanks Terry for that link i'm going to get on that... I was very doubtful until I've seen it first hand.... great results and my friend did it friday and was back to work Monday, she had to wear a binder and pads for drainage for 2 weeks and still at times puts the binder on but that is it. No missed time and in comparison to a TT, shoot 1/2 the price, good results... i'll take not being perfect... just need some help anyway Pamela hit the nail on the head Tracyks I'm tired... was out until 3am last night watched baseball and fell alseep snuggling on the couch... how nice anyway... night all

Haydee it is not very cold yet, was 70 today, but 2 weeks ago it was 25 at night and 50 during the day, and another front is coming in and it is going to be cold again... not quite that bad but still cold. Well, i was just trying to find a pic to send my Army friend (who by the way is going to get shipped out soon) very day - anyway, I found a pic of me last October.. I need to take a full body shot... because HOLY CRAP - i was feeling pretty good about me then and now 25lbs less, i'm thinking how disgusting I was even then! I can't beleive i looked that fat... I do know i'm still fat but yuck, I was gross - that sure put things in perspective! Oh and I want to share this story with you gals too A friend of mine (the one who vanished when i had surgery, remember her?) had lazer lipo (i don't remember the real name) she was fully awake and the ultrasonic waves used to do the proceedure do something to your skin to snap it back into place... My thoughts... UNREAL... well her belly was bigger than her boobs and she does not have a drop of skin. Her dr has done it on RNY patients and 95% of the skin went back. I am thinking about making a consult after the holidays and using my tax money. for upper and lower stomach it was approximatelyy $5k. They give discounts for multiple spots and referrals and other silly things. I will see if i can get a web site or more detailed infor Oh in 6 weeks she went from a size 12/14 to an 8 and her legs were always tiny. My first thought was how does it go back when you have had saggins skin or even drop all that weight quicky but it did.. oh and you continue to shrink for 6 months...

Oh and Tracyks - i pray this consult goes better, you deserve it! MUAH

hi guys aunt is the younger 84 year old sister of my gram - she is the last one left. I feel better today and then all of the sudden it feels like someone is jumping on my chest... i hope everyone hasa good night Laura - i have to agree with michelle... can you find me one of those guys too????? LOL

morning gals i went to post last night and got a call my aunt was having a heart attack.. what a week Tracy - i could see why you would like dark with red low lights.... (that is my favrite too) glad you can change your ticker... I'm back down to 206 today too, so only 2 more lbs to get to my low Hey Kat - I agree - i'm tired of it too... you are in my thoughts for monday...glad your veins worked being hydrated Jane - Tomorrow is another day... hang in there! (oh wait.. it is now tomorrow) HeyTracyks & Pamela Terry - I'm so glad you have Hero, i miss my dog in so many ways, but i do love these little kitties i'm sure i'm forgetting, sorry, running late, still coughing up a lung an have to go to work suppose to be going out tonight with my new friend.... i'll let you know how it goes

morning girls i tried to get on a couple times yesterday with no luck... Party, didn't go, got stood up... kind of.... he knew dylan was sick saturday night and thought i was going to call sunday morning, which i thought of but didn't want to be a bug.. so didn't... he called me last night to make sure we were ok and apologized if we got mixed up.... going out Wed night. I'm sick as a dog, work even kicked me out yesterday - going to drink coffee and try to focus. Hope you all have a good day, i'm trying hard Tracyk - i like the dark, it will tone down a bit and will be perfect

Hi girls just stopping in to say hello to everyone. Just crazy, I actually went 2 days without my computer on. Friday night i went out for 1 drink... you all know i don't just have 1... but i didn't want to go to the bar at the bottom of the hill, so we went to this place downtown.. of course i know people there... well we ended up having drinks with these biker guys I knew before but didn't remember me until they saw me 80lbs less... funny isn't it? Anyway, last time this guy was hitting on me, he was there... talked all night... ended finding out he is a good kisser.... Well then we went to the bar at the bottom of the hill for 1 birthday drink for another guy, well, my other friends who have always been my friends were there, having a big party today, invited me to come.... So... anyway - blah blah blah... Dicky is going to pick me up and bring me to the party with him. I told my friend who came over i was not looking for a relationship... she asked why not... well... lets see... that just leads to disappoiontment... and i don't want to settle with the first guy i meed... I want to date a little... this is a new thing for me. I built my kitchen floor up yesterday, took me a good part of the day to take the stairs out and frame and floor it but I did it.... I'm very impressed with myself, butnot just that, it was a big part of the project - I'm going to get my neighbors dremmel and start working on the grout and replacing tiles this week. My electric is run in the ceiling for my new lights and the nails are all pulled. I just need to insulate and the ceiling is ready to go back, and if the floor is done then I can get the water and power in for the island and be able to function again. Mom bought a new window and that will be here in 2 weeks, so it worksout great, so 3-4 weeks i'll have walls and a week later cabinets and done.. and that is doing very little after work. anyway, that is where i've been,.... have to go find a sitter for dylan so i can go to the party.

Hi guys I read post earlier at work as a guest and had so many things to say to everyone. but i'm home after a 12 hr day and i'm tired and can't think. I posted spiral stairs on Craigslist and I'm getting tons of responses, I don't even know where to start. But i'm going to take them off tomorrow. I have 7 people who want to come get them. I'm going to bed, i'll try to post from work tomorrow, it has been crazy week

I don't know if I would have quit if i was not puking my brains out! I'm watching the debate.... i don't care for either one of them but forgive me if i'm wrong.... but if McCain says "my friend" one more time.... he won't have my vote..... who is he talking to.... his imaginary friend? sorry, that irritates me... had to say it

Laura- I use to smoke... long long time ago, actually almost 15 years ago, quit when got prego with my daughter, boy did it make me sick. I smoked the weekend kev was in a coma but made me sick so i'm done.... Haydee - i missed that post but got the idea from Tracy's... at least you didn't pull a me drunk last weekend... i'm such a slut! well i'm heading to bed.... oh shoot, going to change the laundry then going to bed.

Hey guys, My kitchen is not going to be huge when I'm done because I'm putting an island in the middle (which has a sink, garbage disposal and pasta cooker built in). My back room which i built 7 years ago which has been a waste of space - i'm going to build a bar type seating. hard to explain so i'll take pictures of that room so when it is done you will see I worked 12 hrs today, got home to my dad and electrical nightmare ate while dealing with him, got sheet rock for my ceiling, and just sat down, i'm tired. still have 2 pages of post to read... i'm sure i'll post another I just have to say thank goodness for my kitchen. it is keeping me going, which is not easy right now

oh yeah I guess a friend who has been trying to hook up with me for years called me last weekend.... don't remember what i said but he has black mail on me and we are going to discuss next weekend.... OMG... I don't remember talking o him but i'm sure it had something to do with I'm going to do the 24 year old! After I talked to him I do remember... he called right after Kev's text, which was put me over the edge of self distruction... oh... i miss you wish you were here.... yep... and i'm going to do everyone! what a mess i am

oh Laura it is much worse now, I'm going to take more pics tomorrow, a lot of the wires are gone, no ceiling and no walls, it is empty, but compared to the 5 other rooms i've done, this one is the best. I didn't do a before of the b ath with the dryer in it and the bedroom that is now my laundy room, I should take some inbetween, I'm going to finish them last, i'm just so happy to have the washer and dryer right next to each other. I am going to get sheet rock Wed night, enough to do the ceiling, I'm to the point where I'm ready to put it all back together again. Yeah, it was a funny story until one night when we were drinking right before my lapand surgery... and she spilled it all to my mother! We are going to our 20 year class reunion in November... I miss her... (one of my married friends who doesn't do much anymore) anyway, turned my heat on - it was only 58 i n here, turned it on to 60, way too cold for this time of year talk to you all tomorrow

Here are my kitties, the smaller one (Maroke is her name) is the one who ate the mouse poison that i have to give vit K to every night

I have to take new pictures with the walls down and the fridge moved... but here was up to last Friday

Hi Pamela - how sad about the twins, they are in my prayers Tracy - ok tomorrow your on girlfriend... (I didn't bring lunch today so i was out of control) Laura - I was so drugged up i let everyone in.... My best friend from when I was 4 walked in and said.. OMG when did that get pierced... it was a party... btw, she was the one who went in for my emergency csection. and you do look so cute

Mornng gals it is so cold here today......YUCK I won't turn myy heat on yet so it is hard to get out of bed. Mom is going to take pictures today at some point and i'll post them later. Before, with no cabinets and with no walls and ceilings. My house is a disgusting mess but will be so nice when done. I hope everyone has a good day, thinking of you all...

Hey all quick check in and i'm going to bed. I'm tired. Worked on the kitchen all weekend. Completely gutted except some nails I need to pull. I love my mom - I'm doing all the work and she is buying the stuff.... so on that happy note, insulation was on sale for $9 a roll so we went to get it, and we looked at lights, i got a track light, a small light and ceiling fan for the kitchen while we were there. What a great xmas present (this is my gift) I'm going to pull nails tomorrow and and start insulating, and go get sheet rock before Wed, that is on sale for $6 each too. TracyKS - first... Happy Birthday! Second.. it will work, and honestly, I cried when I read what you wrote, because it is very similar to what I say daily. Tracyk- now that w e are back to the same again... I guess I better get going to keep up this time Pamela - thanks... Everyone.... hey - i'm g oing to pass out Just wanted to check in and not completely vansih love ya all

Morning everyone Judy, I was thinking of you ... that you must have a cruise coming up soon. Tracyks - how exciting.... can't wait to hear details Terry - That is great about your new addition. I love dogs, but the reality is my kids can't breathe... so i'll keep my kittens Haydee - yeah, i'm a little nervous myself. I'm going alone but then again i'm doing it to meet different people Tracy, Jane, Michelle, Kay - how are you guys doing I had a long post and lost it so this is th summary. Yesterday was a better day, I guess I can't change or beat myself up forever about what i've done, just move on and grow. I'll post pics of my kitchen this weekend, the ceiling is down and the walls started coming down last night, they will be gone by saturday. I'm so tired, can't wait to sleep in - it's cold and dark here now

Good Morning gals All I can say is Thank you... and i do love you all. Terry - I am really not in a good place to bail, and if I left tomorrow i would feel like I was running at this point. BUT... I know that my 4 year plan is going to happen. Either TX or SC but it will happen. I found a place last night for a beginner line dancing lessons. I can't start this week because i have too much going on the next 5 days (dumpster coming to get ri of my ceiling and walls and construction mess) but I'm going. Yesterday I have officially decided to make the changes to get out of what is bringing me down and I'm doing it! I am still in a bad place but going to pick my ass up and make new friends. I was talking to one of my very best friends, and we both decided that I am much happier when I'm down south. She agreed, but said I would have the same problems, and yes, maybe I would but.... they would not be the same people pulling me down! A step... that is all I can do... Anyway- hope you all have a good day and thanks for your support.

just wanted to say hey i don't have health insurance so there is no help for me, i can't afford to live let alone pay for help doesn't matter didn't want a pitty party, i'm beating myself up enough. i was offered a job in buffalo yetserday but i don't want to leave the cold to go colder an snowier - all i know is there are things i love about here but things i need to get out of - the life has been sucked out of me - people here suck, no social groups or anything that i don't have to travel 1-2 hrs for oh well.... life will go on.....it has to even if i don't care i'll check in soon

hi gals just a quick check in Tracyks- congrats Terry - glad you made it through your mom's service Tracyk - hey there ... you feeling better? Jane - you got sick too? Kat - glad you are feeling better Denise - what cute grand babies! Laura - how are you feeling these days? any better? Suzie - you still working hard? Gina - hey there... i Pamela- I'm so sorry about your dad... and somehow missed your drunk post... I'm sure it was funn Judy - hi - don't you guys have a trip coming up? Well - me, I'm just super depressed, I went to the date by myself, and I thought I convinced myself i wwas ok with it... but 5 drinks and a small pc of fish later... I hooked up with a boy... (judy cover your ears)... and that was all it was ... a hook up... and I did naughty things in public... and with a 24 year old!!!!! can't i go to jail for that... ? what a charmer he was.. Anyway, when all was said and done i instantly hated myself for what i did and have come to realize i have not an ounce of self respect for myself. I am a month behind on my mtg and don't have money until Friday and there is just nothing i can do about it and hope that will not be too horribly late where they freak. I'm so depressed i'm not sleeping and eating horribly because i can't get much down and keep it down. and no health insurance until 11/1 and i have to pay for it again... like i need another expense! anyway, enough of me... just know what a horrible person I am and I'm sorry I am not here like I should be. I miss you guys but i'm just so down I don't want to bring anyone with me. Love you all!

just a quick hello i'm tired... got all the new cabinets at my house, rest came in today... 1 layer of wall and ceiling off the kitchen, closed the pool, got the front yard mowed and most of it cleaned up for fall, just need to finish the jungle back yard and gut the kitchen. oh and to boot, i have been visiing the obgyn at least 1 time a week, i don't have health insurance after 10/1 and i'm bleeding so badly i'm in the bathroom every hour at least. I have to go back for a consult tomorrow to find out some lab results and determine what we are going to do in November when new insurance should kick in. I just don't know how to deal with all this i am glad that everyone else is doing better or getting there talk to you all soon