Jennifur

Morning all I'm up and getting ready to start the day. Crazy day and then I should calm down a bit. Have a good one, I wish i could join you all xoxo

I wish i could :thumbup: 11/6 is ds's bday

coffee... mmmmmmmmmmmmm

LOL that is so me, I'm on meds, I need them, but... to deal with the stress of bad break up and life, I started walking last year, was up to 6 miles a day plus the elliptical. It is good for mental state. But... I feel same way while I'm getting caught up all I do is sit on my big butt too, I'll be glad when today is over so I can get up and move. no way will I have time to get to the gym until emt class is over:frown:

My life is pretty dull as far as social status, but I hope to get caught up so I can breathe. I'm going to go out and sit on the deck today, it is cloudy so I'll be albe to see my monitor. Once caught up I'm going to get back to the elliptical so I don't feel so lazy. I'm on overload to tell you the truth.

Good Morning LOL - after I ate 1/2 box of cookies I passed out, then my dd who I did not want to her friends house last night but went anyway, called at 11:30 and woke me up because she didn't have an inhaler and couldn't breathe. and I've been up for an hour. Its all good. I'm hanging drinking coffee working on class already again. It is going to be a long day but I'll be done tonight with catch up and final for my OSHA. Anyone up to anything good today???

Night all It took me all afternoon and night to get to chpt 17 in my osha course. Tomorrow I'm going to do 2 chpts while I' am drinking my coffee and then going to spend the day working on emt study. then will only have 3 chpts left in the OSHA class. I hope to be done with that tomorrow night if it kills me, which it might. Monday night is my first EMT test and then I can focus just on EMT and FD stuff and I can focus on 1 thing. I'm way freaked about my test monday. I'm tired of feeling lazy by sitting and studying and I need to lose some weight i'm such a fat ass again, so i'll eat some more cookies have a good night all

hello all Tracy - nice dream trip, count me in Getting ready to do a lesson then close the pool and then really hit the books

hey all running late for CPR class but wanted to say good morning and i'm so jealous I need to make a trip but I don't think it is going to happen until the spring at this rate - but I am coming, maybe even in May while my kids and mom are around to take care of the dog. anyway i'll check in when I get back, need to get dressed and run

Morning ya'll quick check in, I am running late, didn't shower before bed so i had to get up this am and by Thursday, 4 hrs sleep is just not cutting it Debbie - I am near Albany to give you an idea, the leaves are starting to change a little, in another couple of weeks it is going to be absolutely beautiful up this way, and even a little further north of me, mountains are amazing when the leaves are still on the trees but turn red, orange and yellow. I am about 3 hours north of NYC, but when I say i live in NY everyone assumes the city but it is a big state well off to finish my coffee and get ready to leave ... going to be a long day

Hey Ya'll Plain - yes that was creepy... LOL just kidding OK - I fess - I have several tattoo's as well, 7 trips but locations, I'm going through withdrawl and feel like I need to either add on to one or get my wrist done, and working in construction that should be ok, but since I work for family I am counted on to represent the company so i'm not sure about that yet. I want to add more stars around my neck and a guardian angel, and I want to finish my foot too. and I've recently removed body jewelery, not all of them, but the one i did for the x is all gone :wub: I know tmi sorry, but I'm turning into a grown up, for those who know me well, that is a big deal well, my redbull shot is wearing off, i better go to bed, I have to get up and shower in 4 hours I'm so glad I'm off tomorrow night, I have my first EMT test Monday, and have to finish my online class by Monday night at the latest, I'm shooting for Sat so I can study for Monday night's test, I take lots of notes to retain. night all

I know I so do... it might be spring by time i get there Home from work at 6 quick bite to eat and off to class Have fun guys

Mornin ya'll well, I survived my first drill, I'm exhausted and it is going to be a long 12 weeks. We got all of our gear last night, pager and went over all of the trucks. So much to take in. One ofthe officers(young kid 29) rides on 2 paid ambulance and is going to take me with him for my 10 hour time, its all good. Kat & Suzanne, wish i could be with ya' someone come visit me LOL I have to go get ready - slept in this am

kat, suzanne & terry have fun

Hey all day from hell... george just called and yelled at me and told me not to let that crazy bitch (sorry) stress me out and I was told have new safety manager and I don't have to put up with it I was going to do a chapter but you know what, I am going to dry my hair and go to drill night, I get my gear, so I can hear what a fat ass I am getting pants. lol well I'm glad he is coming to visit me on the 1st, i might even take it off and go meet him for the night at his class. I won't get paid but you know what... i'm going to snap

That is horrible I hope you feel better! I thought I was the only one up this early in the am

Good Morning ya'll Debbie - you did a great job too - I am lucky in some ways, I get to wear work boots, jeans and a lime green tshirt to work every single day. The thing that stinks is because I've lost all the weight, I don't have many clothes so when I do want to get dressed like a normal person, I don't have much to wear. I love my western boots, wear them as much as i can. Kat - holy smokes! that must have been exensive but since you guys cut so much wood, I'm sure you will quickly forget how much it was LOL Suzanne - nice to see you - hope you are having a good trip Tracy - I finally found a box that will fit in, going to put in the mail today Hey all - I have to go get ready have to leave on time today, I'm meeting my foreman at the trailer in the am so we can ride to the site together, he just bought a new truck and doesn't want to park in lot with all the other cars. I'm officially a member of the FD - yipee!

You were very good at describing yourself...

wow Kat you are good

Good Morning all I was about to say gals but figured this would be the day Plain stopped in lol Up showered and drinking some coffee, I'm so tired. Today starts the day of nutrition and new start. I can feel I have not been good to myself. Debbie - thanks and I hear you about the personal trainer, I hired one, paid for it and went to 2 sessions. I have an elliptical sitting here looking at me every day and I'm just too tired to care. As for describing me - hmmmmm I know I see myself different than other people see me so I'll be nice.. I am 5'5" 175lbs. I am the type of person who carries my weight throughout my body, so I am well proportioned. I have long dark brown hair, which is usually in pig tails or 2 braids due to my glorious job requiring me to wear a hard hat every day. I love my job, where else can you go to work in jeans, tshirt and work boots and get to hang with 1200 guys all day???? Well, I guess I should go get ready for work, going to be a cool week mid 60's most of the week so I have to grab a long sleeve shirt to wear under my tshirt, and most of them are still put away from the spring Have a good day everyone Suzanne - hows your trip?

thanks Kat and I know, Its just so yucky I have to shower and bed, I was at a friends who burns pine candles and I can't breathe have a good night all

I hear ya sister, but if it was a little belly it would be good, it is to the point of a lot of hanging skin (YUCK). and yea i know, I just think if I am grossed out so would everyone else so i don't even give it a chance lets do it together

hola all Kat - you guys being with me from the beginning know where I was and how far I've come. I'm defining my life so I don't have to struggle, but like you, I feel damn lazy and just don't wanna do anything. I was out shopping all morning, got groceries, stuff to close the pool, cleaned out the fridge and now I'm going to take a nap. As for goals - work is it, i should take where I am weight wise and just keep it at 172 (if I can get back there) and deal until I get insurance and I can get done with my classes Really, I know I should be happy size 10, I've never been a 10 in my life - I am letting my belly rule my life as far as weight. I am afraid that I will find someone I really like and then my fat will eventually come out and that will destroy it all. .. I am obsessed on how my belly looks and I just can't shake it and think that is why I'm going to be alone forever well, off to get something accomplished

Take care of yourself... you gotta love all the germs that go around when school starts Good Morning I am going to throw on some warm clothes and head to the store, get some groceries and stuff to close the pool. then going to work on my class for the rest of the day, I need to finish it up cold rainy day here. I think I'm depressed, I miss George or the idea of what we had. I think I'm ready to share my life 100% with someone, and I only tend to find guys who just want to enjoy and never settle down:frown: I suck

Good Morning ya'll AHHHHHHH Slept til 9:30 and only up because dd did not bring ds downstairs she let him play in his room where the monitor was that woke me up. Had 2 cups of coffee and showered and getting ready to go to pig roast/fundraiser for Patriot Hills Tracy -a Berenese Mountain Dog HOME OF BERNESE MOUNTAIN PUPPIES They are big which I love and have the best temperments, great with kids, other animials and not crazy. I could get a 5 month old right now but want a 3 month old. Well I need to finish getting myself together. Hope you all have a good day AND TAKE A MINUTE TO REMEMBER 9-11 AND ALL OUR SERVICE MEMBER WHO HAVE GIVEN THEIR LIVES FOR OUR COUNTRY