Jennifur

Tracy - ok should have seen the post before I went to bed... I was up 10lbs last night LOL... as i'm poking my tummy that is hard and big from the gas and I've had 9 l iters of fluid and hardly gone to the bathroom. My fingers and feet are tiny so I just laughed at myself You guys are doing great! So proud of all of you - can't wait to get surgery weight off and maybe start eating lke a normal person. I can't wait to make that soup Guess what guys, the counter top people called yesterday, they will be over for a final measurement Monday to make cuts and I'll have counter tops next week. My electrician came and upgraded my service so i can have my ovens hooked upand I just need to grout the floor and the kitchen will be 100% complete next week. I'm going to cancel my hair appt for today at 11, i'm bummin but i hurt so not going. Hope you all have a great day

I just read a few pages of post, sounds like everyone is doing well, i'm glad and thank you again for all the thouhts and prayers! I'm going to go to bed in a few, my throat is hurting from the tube and i am just beat. Can you stand it, they did everything with 1 cut. no wonder why i woke up when they moved me with sharp pain in my stomach. My gall bladder was inflamed and ugly. I'm just so glad i had an attack, it would have been horrible in 2 weeks. Because i have such a High tolerance for pain I think they thought i was full of crapola! Terry - i'm so glad you tried that soup, I was looking at that Tuesday night I'm going to hop on the scale tomorrow and get a reality check. I'm almost afraid, between the gas and the 5 things of iv fluids I'm afraid i might be bloated. But in another sense i don't feel it either. Mom just went to the store and i'm going to have some pudding with protein powder and some ricotta cheese with sauce and maybe make the soup. This should be easy to do this for a few days anyway - so glad to be back and feeling a little better, can't wait for the hotsauce!

Hi gals just quick check in... i'm home - had surgery and feel so much better - really drugged up but better just had some gas x - sholder pain i'll post more and catch up in a bit -Thanks everyone for your thoughs and prayers

Hi guys thanks the good thing is i had a couple on in-betweeners that meant nothing so i'm going to give it a real effort here I'm in for the plan - i might start this weekend, mostly because i can only eat soup and i'm not getting enough protein, so i'll try the ham and cheese soup well i'm freezing so i am going to head to bed, we are going to dinner tomorrow so i need to et up early

Morning gals JANE (((((HUGS)))))) what a horrible Dr. You get a new one... might be what you need in more than one way Pamela - I did online with UofP but i'm going to NY school this time, much cheaper and once they take in all my credits I can start taking good state Test TracyinKS - glad you found your phone - sorry you were back up a little... holidays are over so I have faith you will kick butt again quickly i had 6 45cal cup of soup yest and a bowl of popcorn and a ton of crystal light. I feel like i'm starting over because i ate like a pig this weekend, i had such horrible pain on Sunday night but it was soooooooooo good. I can't wait for surgery - can't imagine this not eating thing is doing me any good So, when we had that ice storm and no power for 5 days my mom ran into my tree guy looking for firewood. he told her omg you are Jen's mom, i'm single... have her call me so last night i bit the bullet and called. we talked for 2 hours and are going out on Saturday night for a cup of coffee. He is neighbors with my friend who lives 2 blocks down, and was at her wedding with his girlfriend of 2 years who dumped him. its a huge start! Anyway, i guess i should get up, heard the plows and we lost power again last night so i'm sure the drive is going to suck Have a great day!

Morning Gals Pamela - Congrats. That is just awesome I am working on getting back into school to finish my BA - not nearly as impressive, but I hope to be done by time I'm 40 I hope you all have a great day and make good choices... I was horrible yesterday but on the same happy note... all the left overs are gone. horrible pain in my side and know I should have thrown it away - but it is gone anyone have any new year eve plans? I'm going to dinner with mom, kids and friends and their family (still no kitchen) I do hope to have ovens today and maybe even the stove set on a frame so i can use it this week. Counters won't be in probably until after surgery. took down the tree yesterday, cleaned and cleaned and fixed a broken tile and tiled a platform i made to put my gas stove on. worked on my room, I couldn't see the floor with all the clothes i had everywhere. have a great day - i have to leave early so i guess i should get going. love ya all Congrats again Pamela and good luck with the bathroom remodel!

Thanks Tracy - hey you just hit the nail on the head... I'm not quite to the new me, but a new year starts this week - so there is hope I got a new bullet so i'm going to do Protein shakes and pudding until surgery - I can't keep anything down anymore... or it takes me an hour to choke stuff dow and it is bad... I had 1/2 cup of mashed potatoes this morning because i was hungy well - off to work on my room some more... what a mess

Morning everyone i'm having my coffee with ya'll this morning (thanks to Tracy) Terry - I don't know what i had, sick, puking, sore throat and fever! and then not even a kiss my ass from bf - who has officially pushed me over the edge enough is enough - I'm trying really hard to get my house together so i can have friends over. I wish i could afford therapy - and specifically therapy that can help me with my self confidence issues - I would still see myself as being 278lbs if i didn't keep a couple of my fav jackets and sweatshirts that i wear to work (room to layer) I love Tracy's idea - i'm going to start my ticker fresh as of today and put a short term goal of 185 and go from there new year, new attitude anyway -hope you all have a great day

Good Morning Glad you all had nice holidays - I'm glad it is over - and since i'm feeling better this morning had a mental breakdown I spent most of yesterday sick, either ds throwing up on me or me throwing up on him hacking my brains out and a massive head cold. I feel better today - but what a shock - I think I lost what ever little bit I had left in me... and i'm sure you all know how that happened he won't have to worry about me being with anyone else because i hate everyone and don't think there is ever a chance i will let anyone close to me again i have to go for a walk, i'm stuck at work all day - but brought my laptop so i can do what i want and not worry

Morning gals I'm at work. all alone ok and 50 guys outside it is snowing here, was suppose to be ice so i should be glad but took me 1hr 15 mins to get to work temp didn't show up again, what a pc of work! so I was not worried about leaning how to use the bobcat because no snow for the rest of the week... and the temp was going to be here... surprise so i'm going to shovel my car out and my potty which is burried - i hope everyone goes home at noon. feel like crap and would love a nap hope you all have a great xmas eve - i'm sure i'll be back since i can!

Hi gals TracyK- I LOVE LOVE LOVE my mug - I'm taking it to work to drink my cup of soup in - because as i have tried food, soup is all that is working! did i mention how much i LOVE the mug - I think ds is trying to run off with my m&m. Kat - I'm so very glad you like it - althought you were not very helpful when I was trying to get some colors out of you but asked everyone! I actually spent my entire Sunday in Buffalo making that, which is why it went out so late - and the only reason there is no grout! Love you all - Pamela= yes got your card which brings me to the address thing, I have a post office box and i was tired of filling out changes of addresses so i just did an address change, so i am getting mass cards once a week. I hope you all have a great night, i'm sick as a dog, having a drink, then some night quyll and passing out, have to be to work at 6:30

Wow Tracy - you are on the ball this am! I'm at work, quick check in while everyone is out Tried a pc of toast, usually works when all else fails, puked! my throat hurts (think i'm coming down with something) and throwing up almost killed me, didn't even make it out the door Boss is going home for 10 days so i'm going to be on my own the rest of the week and then next week have a couple visitors but almost on my own. Hope you have a great day Oh - Tracy - I'll open it when i get home

hi gals quiet here today... off to bed. it was only 17 here today 0 with wind chill i'm cold and tired. have a good night everyone.. Can't wait to open my SS gift... I hope mine makes it tomorrow, it went out priority on Friday

Morning gals I so don't want to go to work today - it is 0 out there and I think I'm coming down with something which I am pretty sure is probably worse because I spent min of 6 hrs snow blowing between friday sat and sun. Hope you all have a good day - Jane - hope you are feeling better (((((hugs))))))

I got my SS gift today - it is under my tree to open Thursday am I am getting the Jan/Feb weather too Judy, I'm not ready for this, just had my daily bowl of popcorn after snow blowing for 2 hours - I'm exhausted I'll get some updated pics of the kitchen tomorrow, cabinets will be 100% in a day or 2 - I'm painting some repair spots and the back room is being painted Tuesday My neighbor is going to build a frame for me so i can put my cooktop on and .. well cook. I repaired the bathroom today, toilet was leaking, rapaired the hole from the dryer, snow blowed 2 times, and helped my dad get my dishwasher hooked up, i'm so happy about that anyway, enough blah blah blah, going to finish my drink and go to bed. night all

morning everyone Terry - love the china - rest today! ok Tracyks- glad you splurged too. Me - i'm getting threathening letters for late payments so i am going to be 100% caught up by the 26th, there goes the rest of my xmas shopping, but i guess there are more important things - but i guess that will start the new year with no stress right? anyway, snowing here and then going to home depot, i'm returning a bunch of stuff i wont need to get a few little things to hook up my dishwasher, it should not cost me anything i hope have a great day everyone oh.. Terry I did get the same text too, I hope Jane is doing better today

well said Kat! Oh, and the new kitchen... well... it is almost done, waiting on my electrician for my oven and since Lowes messed up my counter top - well it is going to be a few more weeks. I should be able to run the dishwasher tomorrow, and I built a frame for my gas fireplace, i was going to hex it and i made it into a box, I don't know if I 100% like it but i have not tiled it yet either, which I'm sure will help a lot. I have a huge hole in my bathroom from where the dryer was, so i started working on that today too, and snow blowed. I'm exhausted Making some popcorn and probably going to pass out. fee better Pamela

good morning gals what a day - we got Judy's storm yesterday, took me 2 hours to get home then was out snowblowing for 2 hours, mom had to be to work at 7am so i cleaned off her car and got her out. I'm so glad i could squeeze my car in the garage, cabinets are just about done got up at 9 had some coffee and out snowblowing again. We are getting another 8-10 tomorrow - so glad i didn't have to work today I'm going to scrub the kitchen floor today so i can finish grouting - but somehow one of my tiles got broken so i have to repace that Any word on Jane Trackyinks - I have popcorn for dinner ever night air pop then put real butter on it. It would taste even better if popped in a pot then butter, but i have to draw the line somewhere I made a pulled pork last night, and just had a small bowl, it took 30 mins, but i ate it I was catching up on post.... First.. Tracy - do the best you can - but I am with you on as soon as Jan 1 is here i'm back on track with you Then Terry - loved your evaluation of what is different and I am with you 1. I eat after 7 (usually popcorn) 2. with no kitchen I don't cook at all, order out 3. gall bladder prevents me from eating 4. not enough Protein (or anything else at this point) I just got a new bullet and going to start making Protein shakes again - or pudding with Protein powder to bring to work. well - ds just came and gave me a big story about how he wants his room painted so i lost my thoughts... My package was sent out priority yesterday morning so it should be there Monday - anyway - have a great day everyone

Morning gals quick check in, i'm going to try to leave early - getting snow this morning, and then more Sunday... yuck going to be a long winter I am sending out my package today - actually m mom is running it to the post office for me this am and going to send it 2 day - so someone needs to keep a look out I don't know why i'm running so cray this year I'm making pulled pork today in the crock pot today, hope I can eat it - i lacking something, but taking my vitiimins and my hair has stopped falling out. I can't wait to feel better have a great day everyone

morning gals quick check in, trying to catch up reading what's happening We got brisket - i think that was a $30 dinner for all 10 of us.... that was great anyway - got to go, have to get money before work, i'm having firewood delivered today big meeting day today - i'm exhausted already

you are so cute Laura Hope you guys all survived your food delemas today - me... i had a cookie and wanted to puke. Can't wait for surgery - 3 weeks, which how ironic is when my kitchen will be done. Cabinets are 100% in tomorrow, and ovens hooked up this weekend but Lowes messed up in a major way and we had to re-order our counter top. I'll post pics tomorrow, i took some with my phone but i'm to tired to try to post them anyway, i miss logging on during the day to get into the chit chat.... hope you all have a good night

hey gals i guess walking the stairs to the 3rd floor it seems like thousands of times this weekend balanced out for the food i ate, still holding 203 which considering i lived on French onion soup until i was getting pains again.. I think that is pretty good anyway - hope you all have a great day, i'm off to work, i'll update kitchen pictures tonight, left the camera at work. I have cabinets! just 3 more to go, the big oven unit, the fridge and the wine rack. I'm so excited, I can actually put stuff away tonight

hey gals i'm home long ass day, left Buffalo at 4am worked all day, had to go get my paycheck - long story - then to the bank, then we went to dinner at the bar, I got a chicken quesidilla (sorry for the sp) not fried, grilled so i ate 2 sm pcs at the bar and eating 1 not. Ran into Dicky at the bar, he cam over... he has not met my kids, was chatting with them, he hates kids... my mom was there, she said she could tell he really liked me the way he was looking at me, and asked how old he was, she was shocked he was 60. he is so sweet, always kissing me when i see him, even if a sweet and innocent kiss goodbye... i love kissing him... what is with me? anyway, i'm going to pass out, long day today and tomorrow is going to be another. We got power back last night (but i just got home) so i have cabinets. They will bee done and ready for counter tops to be measured tomorrow. HOW Exciting! anyway, love ya'all.... thanks again oh... if someone does not get a pkg... I am sending it out tomorrow.... and i'm sending priority mail so you should have it by Thurs or Friday... hope you like it!

hey guys they have a computer in the lobby i finally was able to get to. Xmas party is so nice, I love these people and they now know i'm thinking about going south in a couple of years. They want me here The inn is great... The Roycroft. My room is what is on the webpage, so nice The ice Storm hit so hard, we have been without power and I felt guilty last night but better today, mom took the kids to my sisters, she has a monster generator and power so they are there and told me to have a good time Tracy - thanks for posting - I'm starving but i think head hungry, i had 1/4 red potatoe a small slice roast beef and a couple bites of salad, the most food since Thanksgiving. I had french onion soup earlier and i think my body didn't like the fat in the soup, it hurts to breathe. Oh well I'm going back up to my room and going to sleep. Hope you all have a good night - i'll check in when i can. Laura - got your text too, that is such a great feeling isn't it? I'm so happy for you

Tracy - i tried eggs tonight, 2 bites.... eating popcorn what am I going to do when away this weekend with no popcorn?