Jennifur

Morning girls It sounds like you all had a wonderful time. I missed you and thought of you all weekend. Next year, I will be there, I just need to have everything work for me so that I can mentally deal with it. Kev just told me we are going to Chicago for his son's navy graduation in August..... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... don't think so anyway, been working on gtting the house back together, having my aunts memorial service here in 2 weeks and my bathroom is a mess, but i hope to be able to put the tiles up Thursday and get it finished. My new laundry room i got when i did the kitchen needs a lot to be finished and is last on the list so the door gets closed. The kitchen/deck caused a mess in 3 other rooms, but i guess they will be done. I'm still at +10 but back on protein shakes, stupid lexapro made me gain all that and i can't get rid of it. I'm going to my primary tomorrow and going to get my water pill adjusted, that is not working anymore, and going to try to get another anxiety/anti-depressant that will not make me gain weight. Cant wait to see pictures Jane, thank you so much for my present, I love it and used it over the weekend..... love ya' all

thanks gals take lots of pics!

Happy Birthday Judy and Suzie hope you have a great day. Today is ds's last day of schoo, it is cloudy here again, he has turned into a little fish and wants to swim after school, hope the sun comes out. have a great day everyone Tracyk - I saw the today show is in Galviston today giving donations to help rebuild. I thought of you

Hi gals I am sorry, i was in tears and only had Terry's email when i sent the email. I had made myself sick with the thought of flying, with the storms, all the crashes, and just my general fear pushed me over the edge, I am still full of hives but they are getting better every day and i stopped throwing up almost instantly. I lost $150 for canceling my flight but i was making myself insanely ill. I'm so sorry for being such a wimp and a complete basket case.

morning another day, at least it looks like there might be some sun here today.

hi gals i started liquids again, i'm stress eating and have gained 5lbs. glad you are all doing well Terry - sorry x is being a jerk, but glad dd is happy, and you too i'm seriously depressed and stressed out, so not much to say just wanted to check in

just wanted to say hi to everyone first i've been out of bed in 2 days have a good n ight

Morning gals

i'm nervous about flying.... freaking out to wanting to cancel

Morning gals not much going on this morning, i'm exhausted - going to start taping my living room and bathroom today, i hope, want to have it done this week when i get back i'm going to start the laundry room, it needs to be framed around the washer/dryer and tile floor put down, then paint. no biggie compared to what has been done have a great day everyone

wow it is quiet round here

morning gals quiet here I was typing my post last night, which is odd i was the last one, that was early... and one of my good friends called to tell me my fav bar was on fire. How very sad off to field day today, ds still has school until the 24th have a great day Terry you back?

Haydee Congrats, that is so exciting and such a beautiful ring... and an excuse to go to TX... Can't wait to see the rock and my violets! been busy framing the new wall in the bath, i didn't take a before, i should have, but i'll get some tomorrow b efore i sheet rock, you will get the idea of where the wall was i took down from the closet... trying to get everything done around here with hopes that my mom will paint before I leave... how frustrating because she just booked a flight to AZ the day after i get back

Michelle not really more .... just finishing where the window came out and the door went in, and the bathroom where the dryer came out when I officially got my laundry room, which, btw, is not finished either, but i can close that door, that is going to be finished in the fall. My next big project is going to be when my mother finds a perm residence someplace... maybe next spring... she doesn't know where she wants to plant herself... I'm going to take the room she has here and ds's room and make it 1 big bedroom, poor ds has the smallest room in the house... I am pb'n all over the place so eating comfort food which i'm sure you all know that is very bad... i'm going to do liquids for a week to try to get this undercontrol.

Good morning gals i guess it was good i was busy... looks like there was some technical difficulty Terry - Happy Birthday Laura - how beautiful... I got to see the end of a rainbow last summer right in front of me, and i couldn't get it on my cell and no camera, but it was breathtaking. How often do you really get to see the end of a rainbow? I get double rainbows from my house all the time, we just had one, and i was in the living room and saw the sun starting to come out and told my mom and kids to go look at the rainbow, they looked at me like i was nuts because i didn't move, but there it was. I have been cleaning like a crazy person, shampoo carpets, dusting fans, windows... how nice it is in here, and today i'm going to take down a wall so i can put in some insulation and get the living room finished around the new door. I'm having my aunts memorial service at my house on July 11th and my dd is having a summer party on Aug 8, i just want my house done... or down stairs will be done anyway. 1 wall and the bathroom left, and that wont be too horrible either. hope you are all having a good weekend, i'm off like a prom dress

Morning gals good news, Kev is ok, or as ok as he can be, not blockage, they are not sure what showed on echo and he is still really winded. our dd is having a hard time breathing, humidity and allergies.... maybe he is just having a hard time and it has been so long since he has been bad that is the problem... plus always worriedabout his ticker no walk for me this am, threat of showers and cloudy so i've been a cleaning fool. dusting, washing mirrors, scrubbing the bathroom, ceiling fans. i'm so mad at everyone in this house, i know i let it go because i'm the only one who can pick up a dust rag...! ugh i'm off to shower, have lunch with a friend, then ds's special moving up to 1st grade thing at his school Judy, i saw the airbus, it was Delta and YIKES!!!! tell me i wasn't freaking. I'm on an airbus to detroit and then a smaller flight to Huntsville. I'm stroking out

Tracy I thought that was kat's post too, lol I had 5 days of having to drag myself out of bed pitty party, im back up to what i lost but... I am super PMS, going to do lots f lemon water, plus been pb'n on everything, i'm a mess, but.... i have been walking and starting to feel it big time in my butt, i'm taking this morning off, might go later tonight. So there, not lost anything, still 208, i suck! I have a gift card from jcp i got for xmas, only $25 but i got a thing in the mail for $10 off any item $10 or more and that and a huge sale, i'm going to see if i can pick up a couple of things for AL with that, even if a couple of cute tops, I love summer tops I am going to do a week of tanning next week for a refresher on the places i can't tan in the sun. My dd is fair like you Tracy, i got her 6 visits and as I can go in for the full time within 3 visits the first time for the year, she only went in for 3 and worked up to 5, just to take the pastyness away, she cannot be in the sun, but ds, he has not used a drop of sunblock and is tan, not dark dark, but is definately tan, she has her father's irish skin and he is all mine. LOL ok i'm off for the day, make it a good one everyone

well i'm officially very broke, but just paid my last bill for the month, so i guess that is good. Hopefully July 1 will start off good. I got behind because i didn't know when i was going to get an unemployment check and was freaked, but got 1 and will be ok... tight budget but ok Pamela, sorry I went to type a few times and realized i didn't. I know you are 2 hrs from Pasadena, but that is ok, i'll have a car and can leave the kids behind.. So if you stay home would love to visit. May do a day trip to the beach, have our Six Flags passes, so Magic Mt will be in there and i told my friend if i'm going to get on a plane and go all that way, we are driving to San Diego! I love it there. I found flights on Delta for $350 xmas week, i would have to drive to NY but would be a direct flight, so worth it to me, plus, holiday week... that includes all taxes and everything. off to shower, i have nervous energy

Terry have tons of fun girlfriend Kat- thank you. Kev has made a complete 360 since January, not saying it is always easy with his injury but he is trying so hard, has been taking me placed and writing down things he promises so he doesn't forget. The last couple of weeks has been hard because he has not felt like getting out of bed because he feels so badly, but now we know why. I told him he can't leave me now, not after the last 6 months and he is stuck with me so be strong and get his ticker fixed. My mother scared me last night telling me some of the things that could happen, but i'm not thinking negative, waiting for his cath today to find out what is next.... but either way, it is getting better with us. Anyway, going to be a long day, wanted to pop in real quick. have to jump in the shower howdy everyone!

hi gals heading out to a job fair, wish me luck! i'm going for safety coordinator

thanks guys i'm a mess, just fixed my bathroom door to occupy myself, and i might take down 2 small walls i'm antsy. I'm fixing and patching with all the leftover materials from the kitchen and hope to paint the living room and bathroom soon, ok i hope mom paints while i'm gone, i do patches and walls and she paints, kind of works nice, i hate painting. i guess it is good, i've been wanting to fix that stupid door forever

Good morning gals #i went for my 45 minute walk #2 I guess i like my eyes. I was going to say i like that i can motivate myself when i need to, but that is not all the time, so i don't think it counts Please pray for Kev, I know you are all not so found of him, but he has been trying, but the last month he has been very off again, tired, distant, depressed.... anyway, it all is so familier and i should have put 2 and 2 together, but his artery is blocked again. He has a stent put in 3 years ago. He is going in for a cath tomorrow to find out exactally what is going on andwhat needs to be done, and will probably be going in for another stent on Monday. off to go get this pb thing undercontrol. i cantell i'm stressed

morning everyone Judy, we are getting your rain, but it is so nice, my plants perked up and my new grass seed suddenly sprouted up this morning. We have not had any rain in a couple of weeks and it was getting scary dry, thank goodness we were not having the extreme heat, but we have been enjoying the pool extra early this season. Jane, i'm going on no sleep too, i just crawled back to bed, going to make it a lazy day My flight from alb to Detroit is an airbus... I'm having complete panic attacks and ready to trade my ticket in. Pamela - had a drink with my mom and one of my very good friends last night....they talked me into going to LA for xmas and parade on jan 1. Can i come visit while i'm out there? I'm sure i'll need to get away from family ...I know my mother she will get a flight before i can change my mind, or just not tell me she is getting tickets, that is how i ended up with a puppy, who i miss terribly, but i said yes over a drink and had one the next day. have a good day, i'm back to bed

Morning gals Judy- yuck, i got sun poisioning once, fell asleep for 3 hrs in a row boat, it was ugly, and not the allergic type of poisioning. I still have a scar from the blisters. Terry - have fun at work today i am super pms, ate like crap last night, a little of everything in my path. I'm so bloated. but i'm not going to let it beat me down, i'm still walking today, and I think i'm going to start hitting the gym again this week, weights 2- days a week well, off to get ds on the bus and go for my walk, then shower and leave for six flags, going to be a beautiful day. I'm getting myself a pass so we will have something to do this summer that won't cost more than gas, and it is only 45 mins away, 15 mins from where i use to work. have a great day everyone

I'm exhausted from being outside. it was a beautiful day, floated for about 30 mins, cleaned the pool and filter, i've been putting that off, it was full of pollen and was so yucky! going to mow the front lawn in a few and crash, got nachos for dinner, i'm just going to be the fat kid forevery... did go for my super walk this morning... Kat - hope you had a great ride