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thank you it is not as dark anymore - i might have the outline re-done in another darker color, not sure yet

did i show you guys my new tattoo???

ok lets see if this works, I blew it up

Lets see if I can get this to work, this was brand new, I want to have the outlines re-done I think because they don't stand out that much since the scabs came off

Right back at ya... that sounds good too

wow, that just seems crazy - like I said ins required pysc eval but they sent me to someone on plan so I only had co-pay and no huge questions. OH... love your avatar.. I just got a new tattoo of a moon and trailing stars but really like that

mmmmmmmmmmmmm edy's s/f ice cream.. lite cool whip on top makes it even tastier and very little cals...:biggrin:

Oh... sorry, Let me clarify it made me depressed and FAT...LOL

Haydee, I hope you dont have that gene too... you are next to be mom???? Laura... I love my wellbutrin but they are all different for different people... Lexapro and many others cause weight gain... wellbutrin can cause insomia but i have lots of energy, and sometimes decreases appetites... just an fyi... just make sure you ask! my 20lb gain made me more depressed!

Jenny is 25, she has some serious medical issues and was told 3 years ago she could never have a baby, and after all the stuff and the large non cancerous tumor they removed from her overies 6 months ago they told her she was going to need to do fertility treatments but can have a child... she has to take daily shots and is on tons fo vits and horemones... so needless to say we are just so happy for her. Haydee, I was 33 when I had Dyan and 24 when I had alex... and I was in much better shape at 24...lol Come to find out The women on my mom's side have bones that do not move very much and my great gram died in child birth, my 1 aunt had a hard time, my sister almost died, and had to have 2 c-sections and dd was very difficult and ds's head could not even be suctioned out and he was crowned and I had to be rushed into surgery. My dr told me another child would kill me, so that is why I decided to have my tubes tied.

You have :biggrin:

Hi everyone - had a bunch of bad bs going on the last few days but I'm feeling bit better. MKat123 - I'm sorry to hear that was so horrible for you. I went to someone who my Insurance sent me to on their list. They never did a surgery recommendation before so I explained it all to her, we talked a bit about my weight history, my family, why I wanted to have surgry and how I was going to change my habbits. So as strange as it was, it was a good experience. In fact when I left she was hugging me wishing me the best of luck. I am trying to change insurance so I can start going back to my regular girl to get my head in the right place again. So I guess what I'm saying is, don't listen to someone you will never see again! Know that the band is a tool and there will be a point where you will need to work hard to get it to come off, but if your head is in a good place you can do it! Start a Journal - write when you want to eat because of emotions, it really helped me. I waited an extra year to have surgery because I had really bad stuff going on in my life and I needed to get some things under control, so I do understand what you are saying. I wish you the best of luck, I am sure you will be a success with this!

Actually my neice so that makes me a great aunt... just makes me feel old saying that... she is due mid May so we are still in the very beginning

hi - Haydee, Police were suppose to go over to her house last night but I was at practice. I am going to the Dr this afternoon to have this nasty cut looked at. Just got back from my walk and going to try to eat some tuna I'm going to be an aunt!!!

Morning just wanted to let you all know I'm alive I ended my day with very good news so something to look forward to. I hope if you move you let me know where you go. Thanks Terry :blushing:

I can't do it anymore - I love you guys - I just can't do it

morning everyone just trying to function, last night was horrible, like i don't have enough crap right now, I couldn't take the stupid dog barking anymore, so i yelled out "can't you hear that take your dog in" at the same time my neighbor 2 doors down was doing the same thing, we decided to walk over and try to talk to them, well, she is such a wack job and hates my mother for no reason - she saw me, screamed my and my drunk mother (Hello you have a keg-a-rator in your garage!) and attacked me and cut my neck and i had red hand marks on my neck. Needless to say 2 1/2 hrs of police I pressed charges against her and they are going to arrest her tonight - ok they wont take her in, it is like a ticket and she will have to go to court and now I have to log everything and keep mailing in complaints with the town... they want it this way they got it. So...at 6:58 this morning after a couple hrs of sleep once I stopped crying the dog was barking and woke me up, only for 2 minutes, but at this point 2 minutes is too long. did I mention my neighbor who was yelling too was 2 doors down?????and it woke her up? so Kev is messing with my head yest and well there was Monday....so I pretty much want to give up and don't have an ounce of anything in me anymore. Good luck with the mice Laura -

Laura - my mice were that bad a few years back, I had to call an exterminator and I am happy to say after 3 years of the harshest poison ever.... I no longer have anything scratching or digging in my bedroom walls, which is where they were.... no wonder why I don't sleep well at night.... LOL 7 years of digging and 1 year free of digging, worth every penny!

Well Thank you and I guess I helped motivat you to get on and get registered :frown: I'll do it tonight.

Thank you suzie, I did ask yesterday but that must have been lost too. I am paying my bills tonight and will make a donation when I have my credit card with me. That is a great thing to walk for and I wish you the best of luck!

Ok I don't have much to say either way at this point, I am dealing with my own deamons today.... but reading everything that is going on... I just have to say this... weather everyone if right wrong or indifferent.... This may or may not have been directed to me, but it was said to me...so honestly, maybe it was carried on and Michelle walked away and who knows what she is doing, but things were said by all parties. just my thought, I'm not looking for a debate, blame either one, just giving my opinion and I am putting a disclaimer at the end of this, that I am not looking for a fight, and no matter how I feel about this, it is just all makes me sad I have some very bad things happening in my own life today so i hope that I did not say that in a way that could be taken offensively - but since everyone is saying what they feel, I just really needed to get this out there because this seems to be forgotten i do love you guys

Suzie - it is horrible, I have had the cover on the pool and hope it is still ok to go in - the sun was strong yest and is going to be today too, I might try to go in for water aerobics later but cover right back on, back to 80 this weekend so hope we can get the weekend out of it. well off to freeze before my appt, just had an egg and coffee... I like getting up at 4:30, I could actually eat breakfast at a normal time...lol

Judy I am not ready for this cold, take it back please????? It is in the 40's this am, i'm in flannel pj's and socks and going to walk with a sweatshirt on this morning, but I guess it will wake me up! wish me luck I don't freeze out there!

Tracy - I would love to Be a REAL friend :biggrin: My meds have me full of energy, I'm besides myself because I was up most of the night, going to drink another cup of coffee to get my system going and head out for a walk. I made chicken parm last night, I didn't have any pasta and had the biggest pc of chicken I've eaten since July 30th. about 4oz. with some mozz cheese melted on top. it was so good! down another lb. I hit my goal for August, and my goal for Sept is do be down another 10lbs. I hope going back to the gym next week will help kick it up a notch! Thanks

Hi guys, been a busy week or so getting things together for the kids to get back to school. How are you feeling Vick??? MKat - welcome! I wish you the best of Luck with this adventure, it has been a long 2 1/2 years for me but I am on my way to my goal, with a long pleatu that was self induced mostly because I met my Dr's goal and was told how great I looked all the time so I maintained. My words of wisdom: exercise ... even if just walk, park far away from the door when at malls or store... I'm sure you have heard it all before. Don't ever give up. I know you say you are picky eater, look for ways to cook what you like with healthy subs. Throw something at me, I'll revise it for you! ( I LOVE TO COOK) If you every need anything at all, PM me, I would be happy to help. I love sharing what I have learned and even more if it actually helps someone. Hope you all have a great day -I am up way too early and going to get dressed and go for a walk before I get my hair done this morning! Oh still have not made it back to the gym so I've given up at this point, I'm going to do what I have to to finish getting ready for school and next Tuesday morning I will be up, go for my walk at 7:30 when the bus comes and head over to the Y for my light weights. MY PLAN: be ready to walk when the bus picks up ds at 7:30, m-w-f leave for water aerobics when get back from walk, tu-th leave after walk to Y for light weights. Sat & Sun I will walk but maybe the easier walk with my friend just to not be sitting home