Jennifur

Hi Tracy Michelle, that is ok... next time i'll send you 5centsLOL Ok i'm the fat kid again. Had 2 pcs of pizza and a cup of eggplant parm. WTH????? well i tossed all the extra and tomorrow is liquids. I can't be mental, no way well, I got the front and most of the back all cleaned up and got my xmas lights out front. Feels good to have it done. OH did i mention I had 2 drinks too. I'm ready to pass out and it is only 7pm. Long day. Talk to you all in th am when I get back from my walk. love ya all!@!!!!!!

Good Morning I am on the post fill, clear liquid diet today and tomorrow to get my butt in gear! I ate so much yesterday it scared me! I usually can't eat pizza and oh... had 3 pcs yesterday and wasn't even the good stuff. Suzanne - look what you started... lol. I am down from no chin 2 years ago to 2 chins so I guess I'll take that. LOL Michelle - I know what you are saying and it is ok. I tell them upfront, I am not stable and not capable of having a serious committed relatonship and just need to take life 1 day at a time, and do it for me and no one else. I have not walked much this week being sick, and I need that time to do nothing but take care of me, listen to my music and clear my head of anything I'm thinking. Not doing that i feel out of control. I am going to have a cup of broth and hit the road, I like causual dates, but can't commit, but, I have learned that I get freaked out and push everyone away from me too. There has to be a happy medium. this one guy I had gone out with a few times and I like came over to the house a few times, and I try to tell him we can go out but I can't have him here with the kids, I can't confuse them anymore than they are with things. He is persistant but says he understands. He has kids but yesterday kept asking if i wanted him to come over. Yes I do but I just can't do it. Make sense? Ok enough of that, going to have some broth and hit the road. Going to be 60 and sunny heretoday so we are going to put lights up for holidays while it is warm. Enjoy the day all,

Good morning gals I'm sorry to hear you guys are struggling. I have been sick and am still drained but I am out of control. I started eating some rice because it is just my comfort food when i'm sick. By yesterday I had 3 pcs of pizza and 2 pcs of cake and some left over chinese food, by time i had the 2nd pc of cake, i took all the bad stuff and put it in the garbage disposal. I'm out of control myself. Can you all believe I'm saying this? Clearly I can eat anything I want at this point, and this is going to be hard, but I'm doing at least 2-3 days of clear liquids to get a serious relality check. I have to go to nutrition next week and I can't go in there feeling like a giant fatty. I would be ok being the same weight if I feel good, and well. That is definatley not the case, I feel bloated and yucky. So, see, super cheerleader here has bad days too, and I have come a long way and can admit it, not happy to report, but have learned I need to hold myself accountable too. On a happy note, going o be beautiful here today and I am going to get our xmas lights up today so I don't have to freeze while doing it.

Hi all. I have to say, I hate men! I know that between them and not having any energy all week I feel lazy and depressed. I don't know what to do, I want to go out tonight all by my self! I don't want to be with anyone but I can't stay in the house. sad sad sad. I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm letting men make me crazy again... not just 1. I need to get my shit (sorry) together and do for me and stop trying to figure it all out! so i'm going to have my pitty party and tomorrow have a new day and if i'm not around when they call, what can i do? I can't run my life on others and I'm doing it again:crying::crying::w00t:

Good Morning all I am feeling a bit better, still not even close to great, but better. I feel like someone is jumping on my chest, but physically better. I'll catch up in a bit, it is ds's birthday and we are going to Chuck E Cheese for 10am. Good because it will be over early and not crowded, but yuck, hard to get up and going. Michelle - take care of yourself today, lots of tea

Maria, Congrats on your surgery date, and good choice waiting. I waited an extra month myself because we were going to Myrtle Beach for Easter, I had surgery the monday we came back I'm here, kids were sick and now that they are better, I relaxed and wham! Sick as a dog There are all kinds of crazy things that can irritate you, but great choice going to Dr. I went a year not going, and now that I'm back for regular check ups, I wonder why I didn't go before. Have a great day all I'm going to get kids off to school and crawl back in bed

Good morning all I am still very yucky! I took night qyul last night and passed out, but my head is so stuffy, and my stupid fireplace went out again, I am going to have to get that part. I'm waiting for my coffee to brew, I'm a hurting unit today, going to walk around noon, too cold out today with being sick. Kat - sending you great thoughts and hope you find what you are looking for. I feel your pain, I'm doing some soul searching myself. Tracy- how are things going? I miss you. want to email you to catch up but this is the most I've typed in days Michelle, I am on Wellbutrin, but it took 6 weeks of side effects which i could deal with, before that I was on something else and I gained 20 lbs in a month, that was not ok, so is it something you can hold out for? that is the question? Ok going to drink coffee and figure out what i'm going to take this moning

hii all just a quick check in, so sick :drool: going to finish laundry and go to bed. I just washed all my bedding to get rid of DS's germs and at noon, my head opened up. I feel horrible

Good morning everyone I feel like crapola but I am going to go for a walk. I feel lazy as all get out not walking for 3 days. I'm running way late but really wanted to check in. I feel huge and bloated and have to get rid of it, have nutrition appt in 2 weeks

Good Morning gals I'm up a couple too Vicki, but I am sick and thinking that might have something to do with it. I'm not going to worry for a couple days until I get this under control. But, I can sure eat now, which scares me. I don't have a fill appt until December 10th but go to nutrition in 2 weeks. I just can't worry about it now, I want to eat, and I want rice. I know sick right? It just taste so good when I don't feel good, and I ate some gramcrackers too. Just trying to make sure to drink extra water or as much as I can. I will not gain this weight back and I will lose. I have not walked in 2 days because of ds being sick, but no matter how I feel I'll be out today. Have a great day, hope it is warmer there than it is here!

Good Morning everyone kat - so nice to hear from you, I so look forward to hearing about how things are going with you. sorry for the late game, I was long in bed by 9:30 LOL Michelle - it seems your dr appt went well and you still have some options and he is going to do what is best for you not for his checkbook, if you know what I mean. Laura- I'm not big on cranberry sauce but that sounds really good, it is that simple? Crzytchr - I hear you with the new set of worries when they get older, I have a 15 year old too. So ds is better, still has a cough but last night I put vicks on his chest he woke up coughing about 45 mins later and that was pretty much it. He also was up going to the bathroom 4 times last night, I've been pumping him full of fluids and he wasn't really going, so I made him drink more, I think it caught up. LOL Other than that he actually slept great. A little gunky this am but has not had musinex since 7pm last night. DD went for her oral surgery yesterday, they had to pull a tooth down and then in Jan was going to get braces, well, after she was ok with the surgery part but not the braces, they didn't have anything to tie the tooth into, so she got her braces yesterday! she was upset at first but if she is good will only need them for a year, her teeth are not horrible, so she is going to be great about it. She has a cute tiny mouth, so when she smiles she doesn't look like a brace head - Ok well, I am sick, had a fever last night and sore throat and sinus headache this morning, and the kids are home for conference day, so I'm going to try to recover myself. I'll be back Hi Tracy - you ok sister... you are very quiet. xoxoxoxo

Hi all So, we are home, Ds is at school, they let me go in and give him cough medicine and motrin so it was wearing off a bit when I got there, perfect timing, so he had medicine and was going to lunch 10 minutes later. DD was just suppose to just have her tooth pulled down, well that turned into she is getting her braces today! That poor thing was not happy. The dentist was great, done in an hour and 10 mins and they didn't make me do the $600 down and don't have to make payments until January. So I am going to get her a cheeseburger from McDonalds - they said she could have that, just not a big mac. LOL

Thanks all for your good thoughts We made it through the night with no fever at all and the musinex cold. AMAZING! His meds were every 2 hrs because of how he was taking them but we missed the 2am musinex, and at 4 he was breathing hard again and when I woke him up for meds, he said it was his nose that was stuffy and hard to breathe, good thing, it worked quidkly and that was motrin time, so now meds are at the same time. He is still sleeping, I'm going to get him up in a few and drive him to school when I leave with dd for dentist. He wants to go to school, so he can go, no fever for over 12 hrs. Suzanne - I'm sorry to hear about your sister, and you go girl, I need to get that 8lbs off with you, I am not doing well. Michelle - How sad about that 4 year old! I always worry about that myself. When I would shower when ds and I were home alone, I would have him play in his room and I would put the gate up at the top of the stairs. I still make him come upstairs if I am showering and dd is not here. They make a game out of who's at the door and I don't trust him at all and he is 6. Ok off to shower, just finished my last sip of coffee, going to be a day...a long one. be back in a bit

Ok so today was a day from you know where, Dylan fell asleep on the couch when we got back and woke up with 102 fever YIKES! and his chest started really hurting. So mom went to the store for me, she has a flex spending acct she has to use up by next week when she is done working. He took some kids musinex cold and sounds so much better and his nose is actually running now. Fever is down to 99.1 He s going to bed now, i am going to set my alarm for every 4 hrs to give him medicine to keep his fever down and cough under control, he wants to go to school tomorrow, and dd is having some dental surgery in the morning, so it would be best if he goes. Anyway, I have been so bad with food today. Tomorrow is another day, and i need to get some groceries so I don't eat crapola. I'm tapped until Tuesday so I will get a couple staples and I'll be ok. I get a fill Dec 10th, I think I'll need it! I can tell i lost some. Have a great night all... Suzanne, great pics!

I can step away from the cookies, but mmmmmm cookie dough... who can resist? We can all survive this holiday season! I have faith in us. Dylan is ok, we went to the dr and he does not have the flu, his head is just full of gunk and that is not helping his breathing. His lungs sound clear and his o2 sats went from 92 this morning to 99. I'm so glad I have a pulse ox here, it really helps me know when I need to panic. Ok going to lie down for a bit, ds wants to snuggle.

Ahhhh I had a nice big bowl of grits for breakfast... what a treat! Well, no walk for me, i'm going to take DS to the dr he is officially under the weather to the point he needs to be checkd out. poor thing

HI - How are you? Can't wait to see the pics, I'm a bad mom, didn't take any pics How cute Tracy! Step away from the candy!!! So not too much goin on, just feel like crapola and going to veg today, ok going for a walk at some point but that is probably it! DD is going to have her oral surgery in the morning, so going to set up a nice little area for her in the morning when we get home be back later

awwwwwww. Tracy you are so sweet! Ok so here is my motivational tip of the day... work out, volunteer, walk 5 miles and then go home and take a nap! :Yawn::laugh: See I can be horribly lazy! I'm going to shower in a few and get ready to hit the road! Firehouse party at 2 and then going to trick or treat until 5 or so, go to the pub and adult trick or treat for a couple hrs, then come home and let the girls go out about 8ish. I'm completely exhausted!

Rain You look great! Glad you had a good time

Good Morning everyone! Laura - that is a funny thought I'm up, drinking coffee, went out last night for 2 drinks just to relax but I'm exhausted. Up and was going to shower but no time, LOL I think I'm just going to leave at 7:20 and go do my weights before I have to be at the 5k that I'm working today. depending on what time I get back I might go for my walk, or not, we will see. Anyone go to the Y? They have this fitlinxx thing hooked to their machines to track your cals and points, and every month they post the top 25 members males and females. Well I'm top 10 of all female members for calories and top 13 for points. I have never dreamed I'd be there, and I'm 4000 points away from the next level, you get stuff, tshirts, water bottles... stuff when you reach, so I'll be there within 2 weeks, just a huge accomplishment for me I'm totally procrastinating. feel like crapola, so stuffy but thinking it is allergies, this is my bad time of year and it has been very windy the last 24 hours Wish I got dressed up, mad I didn't do anything, who cares what my friends do. DS is going to be a fireman, which was great, he usually looses props and stuff anyway so a hat and jacket with black sweats is wonderful and was only $15 what are you all up to today? Suzanne - Oh I so long for a morning to just stay in bed. Tomorrow, I just need to get caught up and I'll be good to go for another week or 2. Shoot, I just realized I made an appt on Monday and DD is having surgery. see, this is why i need sleep

I'm so sorry for your friend! it is a horrible thing. I am proud to have this one visible most of the time, they tried to talk me into getting it on my wrist, I almost did, but that is so right there, I want that one to be perfect and simple. This screams out...I'm here! They are addicting, but I keep adding to things so they look like 1, just more detail

I did get a tattoo for breast cancer awareness today, These things are so darn addicting... already thinking about the next one!

Vicki you are funny, but if you had any idea what I've had to eat the last few days... Lets see... 3/4 of an eggplant parm dinner, and no it was not small, it was big enough to feed 2... or me. I had 2 large chicken tenders with fatty ranch dressing... Ice Cream, Fiber Bar, which is loaded with calories! I had 1400 calories the other day and it was bad stuff. so ... I'm trying really hard to be good today. I didn't eat any candy... there is a bonus right?

Man, 2nd time I posted this week and it never showed up! Yes Suzanne, it is real, there forever, my shirt is a little stretched out from them tucking it in, so it can be very easily concealed, yet visible, the first one I have that I can see and has lots of meaning! My cousin died back in 88 - she was very young. Anyway going to relax and eat my salad. hope you are all enjoying the night

Have fun! take pics