kwyant1976

5 10 5 11 who cares u are definately rocking now and you look fantastic..... and should be very proud of who u are now.. and what you have accomplished. you look amazing.. if you ever need a date let me know lol....

It could be your blood sugar levels are too low. This happens alot with people on such a low calorie diet.

I have gout and was advised by my Dr that there is a very good chance i will experiance some flare ups post op. He advised me to have my medication handy and to be taking it daily. I dont remember exactly why but he said it had something to do with all the changes that your body is going through

7 days of liquid diet to get a phone call today that says i am sorry the Dr is sick and you surgery is postponed.. How nice..

Rescheduled for the 28th of FEB .. still stinks

I should be happy right now because i am 4 days away from making a life change that will affect me for the rest of my life, and will produce a much healthier and active person in me. However life always has a way of kicking you right square in the guts. Today I have found out that my support system.. ( aka my wife ) feels that now is the right time for her to move out of our house. These last 9 months have brought out alot of things that have happended over the last few years that have made her unhappy with me and with our marriage. However i truly didnt know that magnitude of it all until Dec. Though i have tried to change and can say that I honeslty have she still doesnt want to be with me at this time. Due to a number of reasons. Our son who will be 4 has picked up a few of my bad habits like getting in someones face when u talk to them or argue. Which i really feel terrible about. I know that by talking to him I will be able to show him that this is not the right thing to do and he will understand and hopefully not continue to do this. All of this plus the stress of the upcoming surgery really have me about at my wits end. I do not know what to do.. I love her and i am so very sorry for the things that i have done, i have told her this and she just seems like it doesnt matter. Where do i go next. I have been going to consouling for over a month to get help with my issues that i have and that i am willing to fix. I need her ... she is everything to me and always has been .. i need her to help me through this process i need her to love me. I dont feel like i can do this with out her.. Might i add that she continues to say that she will be here to support me through all this ... and i believe she will be to the extent that she wants to be.. I am lost truly lost with out her in my life all i could think about was how well we would be able to enjoy life together as a family once i had this surgery complete and was able to actually do things again without feeling like crap. I want this surgery for me, and for my son and for her and for the better life we could have together.. Now i feel like none of that matters... I am sure this isnt the place to even talk about this but i had to get atleast alittle of this off my chest.. I appoligized for bringing this to the forum and if the moderator sees fit it can be deleted. A lost soul.

i am wondering how much outside support i am going to need after my surgery.. I am 5 days out and I think my true support person may be checking out on me. She says she will be there however I just dont feel that confident at this moment that she really will be there as much as i may need her to be. Should i cancel my surgery? Thanks for your thougths

thanks your very inspiring... i will be in for 2 days min.. i guess its just hard lossing the things u love