Weighty Wagey

I just got another fill and I am now at 8.5cc. He did a full cc this time cuz I was not getting full and able to eat more than I should. My fill was yesterday and last night I woke up really coughy and my throat was super slimey. Like full of mucous. I thought it might be acid reflux but it was not burning so I don't know. I have been slimey all day now too. Does anyone have any thoughts? Is it just because my band is tight? I have never felt this way before.

I did it! I was able to jog my first 5k. My goal was to jog the whole thing without walking, and I was able to. It felt AH MAZING! Mile 1 to 2 seemed really long, but I ran mile one in 12 minutes and the final mile was the finishing stretch. I am signing up for my next one to jog on 10/8. Prior to the run I had been training on the treadmill and it took me 45 minutes to run 3.1. I took it outside the week before the race and I only ran a little over 2 miles. So it felt gret to do the full 3.1 in less time then it took to do it on the treadmill. For my next race I would like to shave 3 minutes off of my time.

So I just had my 4th fill and I totally needed it. I could eat a whole hamburger patty and a small bag of chips. I haven't blogged in a while. Things are going pretty good. I feel really emotional right now. I am down 70lbs though. My hip is still on the fritz. I commited to the 5k for my birthday, so now I have to kick it into high gear for training. I just decided to commit and if my hip starts to hurt during the run that I can just walk. Now I just have to get over my pride and realize it is OK to just walk. My BFF : ) is going to do this with me. She has done it before and assured me that some people do walk and everyone is really supportive. I got some new strength videos this week so I am going to work on strengthening my hip and booty and see if this helps. I really love the way I feel when I jog and i want to be able to do it pain free. I also need to work on the mental aspect too. I get overwhelmed when I dwell on the distance and I need to concentrate on something else. I am working on an upbeat playlist. My mind draws a blank when I think of what to download. If there are any suggestions out there on some good running tunes, I'm all ears! Well the 5K is on the 4th of Sept so I better sign off and hit the streets : )

Oh, the struggles. I have had a rough couple of days. I have been VERY busy at work (140+ hours in 2 weeks) and it is getting to me mentally. I am tired and stressed and in my past life : ) this meant that I needed to hang out with my friend FOOD! So I am trying to work through this and I feel like a drug addict trying to kick a habit. I know I shouldn't be hanging out with my user friend bu I JUST WANT TO. I want to surrond myself with a table of FATTY food. All the delicious things I find comfort in. I feel like it is progress that I have identified my trigger, which helps me to try and work through it. I have eaten some bad things but not in the quantities I used to. To try and get back on track I made sure to excercise today and stick to my healthy packed lunch. So yes I did struggle through the weekend and Monday and Tuesday but I think things are looking up. I think these are the important parts of the journey to be succesful in long term results. To learn and alter my behavior.

Thanks Danna. I agree with you on the walking thing, so I don't think it is funny. This is why I mainly workout at home. I have a treadmill and do Zumba on the wii. I absolutely love the Zumba and I do the jogging because it makes me feel strong. My workout goals is at least 3 a week and I aim for 3 days of jogging and 2 of Zumba. When I'm rocking it I do a fun activity on the weekend such as a family bike ride. For me excercise has been key. It makes me feel powerful and help me keep control. If I'm busy I don't think about food : ) Also when I workout it helps me want to eat healthy. Which is one of my struggles. I have been thinking of joining a gym to keep my variety up. I want to do some fun classes. Good Luck with your journey!

I haven't posted in a while, but this month has been going pretty good. I feel GREAT! Well, besides my hip. I hurt my hip jogging but I bought some better shoes with more cushion and a new Ipod. I am excited to get my jog on. As soon as I get it set up today, I'm going to hit the pavement. I'm down 60lbs and this blows me away. I am half way to my first year goal. I am also 15lbs away to my post baby weight. Next stop, pre baby weight! I am fitting into my old clothes that I haven't fit into in the last 5 years. I feel like I have a whole new wardrobe. I just got my 3rd fill and I am at 7cc. I am going home at the end of the month to see my family. It will be the first time that most of them have seen me since right after my surgery. Well, cheers to month 4. Here we go!

Thank you!

I had my 2nd fill today. My Dr was able to do it in the office this time and got it on the first poke. YAY! He put in 1 cc. I can totally feel it this time. Yesterday I was able to jog for 20 minutes straight. I was so stoked. It felt really good. Not much else to say today.

It has been one tough month. I really struggled this month. Even though I'm down, which I am happy about. I was 4lbs shy of my goal. I had an off week with excercise, which did not help. I am back on track. I am struggling with my C25K. I am just unmotivated to jog for those long periods right now. I repeated week 4 and couldn't finish workout 3 in accordance with the plan. I modified it so I would finish. I've decided to continue to jog and build up jogging time on my own pace. I am planning to participate in a 5k for my birthday. Which gives me plenty of time to train. 3 months. I am still on the treadmill but will take it to the streets when I can do the 5k on my treadmill. My other struggles have been making good food choices. I am also hungry. Thank goodness for my fill on the 5th. They will do it in radiology again, so it should be another good one. I am still eating small portions but I am making unhealthy choices in those portions. We also had 3 visitors all on different weekends, which did not help. I love to see our guests but I always feel that we have to take them somewhere good to eat. Which makes it hard for me to make good choices. This I am working on. I am reading a new book that has lots of good informaion on my brain and how it reacts to change. I think this will help me some. I have set 3 goals for the week. 1. Loose 2.5lbs 2. Eat a fruit everyday (I am really bad about eating fruits and veggies) 3. Excercise at least 5 days a week (I try to do 7 most weeks but I am trying to be consistent so this is where I start). So here we go to month 3. I am hoping that the changes I am working on will help make this a better month for me.

I had the same thing. In fact I thought this hurt worse then my incisions. It will go away soon. I don't have any suggestions sorry. Hang in there : )

That is awesome that you can get up. I really need to work on that. I just like to sleep in. I don't like naps, or to go to bed earlier (which could be one of my issues). This last week was really hard with my wokouts. I worked tons of overtime this week and so when I got home it was pretty late. I have to stop putting work before my health, but it is really hard sometimes. So back on track this week. Thanks for the comment Grandcherokee.

OK, so it has been a week since my fill and last post. I did get up on Wednesday to do my run. However, when Friday rolled around, I could not get my booty out of bed. So when I got home from work I jumped on the treadmill. However, I was so wiped I was very frustrated as I had noooo energy. This then lead me to think about all the changes in my life, which overwhelmed me. I then started crying. Um, it totally makes it more difficult to breathe while one is crying and jogging at the same time. I just had a total emotional moment. To keep the moment light I joked to my husband that I was having a biggest loser moment. I feel like every contestant cries while on the excercise equipment. I finished my C25K workout and felt back to normal. All those endorphins helped alleviate the blubbering . I am done with liquids and mushies and back to normal food. Energy is back up, although I still struggle with the morning workout. If I don't workout in the morning I have a hard time working it in after work. Tonight I didn't get home until 8pm and I was starving. So I haven't done my Tuesday Zumba yet. I am going to aim for Wednesday morning C25K. We'll see.

I started my second week of the c25k this week too. I really like it. Cheers!