I am scheduled for lapband surgery next month. I am morbidly obese now, and have been most of my adult life. Though there was about 10 minutes in my 20's when I got down to 180# and maintained for 5 years (OK, it was a touch longer than 10 minutes). During that entire 5 years, I thought I was HUGE. In fact, looking back I was more self-conscious about being big then, than I am now at almost 360#. How nutty is that? I've often wondered if this dysmorphia is the alter-ego of how anorexics view themselves? Would love to know of therapies, counseling approaches that would work for this.