mdr7205

hello, i have had my band for almost 2 yrs now. i got sick in september and they had 2 take my fill out. i was at an eight and after i got better they put me at a six. i was struggling with the fact of the weight not coming off like i thought it would and now even worse i have gained. i started at 234lb and was at 170lb, i go tomorrow to see my dr assistant. by weighing at home ive gained 15-20lbs. talk bout frustrating but then it gets even harder for me. i have 3 other friends that have had the procedure done, 2 of them were after i had it done. i had talked to them about how great it was, and now not so great. they have all been at a 6 and with in a year look amazing, and have lost way more than i have in 2 yrs. i know we all lose differently, but seriously, i cry when i see pictures of them and how great they did, and wounder why not me, what did i do wrong? so im trying find somebody else that has possibly had the same thing happen, because right now i feel really alone, and all i keep finding on the internet is success stories or topics not close to what im feeling or dealing with.

thank u so much for your stories. i went today and got a fill, so at 7cc now. feels like starting over, but hope it helps. the weigh in was like a slap in the face. she is planning on measuring me next week. so i started at 234lb size 18, march of 2010, to 170lbs size 11-12 september 2011, to 195lbs size 13-14 today january 2012. UGH!!!! trying very hard to stay positive, and keep fighting the fight!!!

niterun thank u so much for ur story!!. sorry when say 6 and 8, yes i do mean cc. no im not a couch potatoe, i dont have time to be, lol. with 3 kids and all the house work everyday, it leaves lil tv time. on to the whole working out thing, i was till my recent frustrations with it, cuz still no results, and i was even hungrier all the time. i did stairs, treadmill, was working on muscle toning, sometimes twice a day. i understand its not a competition thing, but when ive worked harder at this than they did, and have been at it longer, they look great and i dont have the same results, its very hurtful. i have my appt today, and will see what they say. thanks everybody