OMG! i haven't been sleeved or banded or anything else but I couldn't have found your post at a better time. Your words below are so what is going on will me. I am filled with anxiety and when i'm not working I am researching, reading, YouTubing...I am insane and it seems like the more I read the more questions I have. I think this was my confirmation tonite and I can now go to bed and get a good nights sleep.
The three months leading up to that date were anxiety filled, and I spent every waking moment on VST and YouTube gathering all the information I could about being sleeved. No matter how much research you do, you're still never fully able to comprehend how much your life will change - in my case for the better.....
Thanks for posting!