Hey, I am sure no one will mind that you hang here. Even if you can't get the band now. We have all gone through the "DIETS" maybe you will do it this time. In the mean time look around at insurance co. that will cover the surgery. Also don't let the idea that you are having or are going to try to have the surgery slow down weight watchers progress. If it is not personal why can't you go to Mexico. I am going on 8/29/03 for my band. My BMI is 70. You will be ok. Let me know if you want to chat. Nicole