I finally just finished jumping through all the hoops required by my insurance and have my appointment to discuss surgery on 12/1. It feels like this process has been an eternity! I am exacly at the 40 BMI and have not been able to lose any weight through this process like they want you too because then I wouldn't qualify. I just want that surgeon appointment to weigh in and then I can start exercising, etc. I am hoping to have surgery in January and it feels like it is months away.... I am so embarrassed at my size. I don't want to see anyone or go anywhere. Nothing fits and I just feel gross! I am so ready for this new journey in life!
