Hi, I don't have a lapband yet. I am currently weighing my options and researching getting one right now. I decided to join this forum just to specifically offer a listening ear for you and words of encouragement. I too struggle with depression and have for as long as I can remember. I have tried some anti-depressants but have never found any that work for me. Prayer and reading my bible help and if it weren't for faith, I probably would have succumbed long ago, He gives me strength, He is good. It would help me as well to have someone to talk to. So, I thought I would reach out. God Bless.