deevadee

<p>I am 45 years old, I have been overweight all my life, except about 5 years in my 30's where I lost over 100 lbs with weight watchers.....at that time I was off all medications for high blood pressure.&nbsp; As hard as I worked to get the weight off and as good as I felt about myself, somehow..............I let it all come back again.&nbsp; I can't even believe it myself.&nbsp; I was in a bad marriage where my husband at the time told me he wasn't attracted to me anymore because I had gained weight, (we met me when I had lost it) needless to say the more he spoke the more I ate.&nbsp; I am an all or nothing kinda girl.&nbsp; I left him almost 4 years ago and have since met the man I feel God had planned for me all along.&nbsp; He knows how to love and be loved uncondionally. He is the best support system any girl could ever have.&nbsp; We are very active in our church, we are both part of the praise team and love to sing.&nbsp; I know that I am at a time in my life where a change is needed for my health, I have a new grandson, yet I can barely get in the floor to play with him cause I can't get out of the floor. I never thought I would consider weight loss surgery, but I have witnessed friends success with it.&nbsp;&nbsp; I was able to get insurance appoval and I have researched and studied for months.&nbsp; I AM READY!!!&nbsp; I am a distruct manager over 11 retail fashion stores, Yes I sell fashion for a living.&nbsp; I know I will be better at my job when I get rid of some of this weight.&nbsp; On;y 2 weeks from now my journey begins.</p>