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Laura, You could call them and tell them it was a gift and see if they will give you an in-store gift card for it. Or tell you gma that you need the receipt because it is broke and you need to return it. Than if she ask, just tell her they didn't have anymore and you bought something close to it.

Went to work and than to Wal-mart to return an I-pod I bought. Came home and the Schwan's man showed up. Now I'm doing some laundry and than it a little nap for me. We work at the hospital tonight. Got on the scale this morning and I liked what I saw. I guess my kick in the butt the other day is showing up. I'll wait a few more day and weigh again and than change my ticker. Report- 2 cups of cocoa 1 string cheese 3 crackers 50 ounces of water (doing good) Jenn, Way to go girl. Janie, Every now and than I have one of those melt downs and after all the crying and I pull myself together, I actually am glad I had it. I know it doesn't take care of what caused it but I have a clearer head and am not looking at things so emotionally. Hope today is a better day for you. Everyone have a great day.

Judy, I meant to tell you Thank You for the links to the crock pot recipes. I'm gonna try the meatloaf someday. Report- 2 lowfat hot chocolates 35 calories each 1/2 cup of cottage cheese and half a pear I will take in a Slim Fast to work with me for my dinner. Oh, and lots of water.

That is where I'm at also. I had a great childhood and wouldn't change it for the world. I just for some reason can't figure out WHy I feel this need to eat, eat anything and as much as I want. It's not a void I'm trying to fill or a deep dark secret I'm trying to cover up. I just have this need to eat. Hopefully this new Doc will point me in the right direction.

Hi, my name is Suzanne and I'm a completely ashamed failure. I am also the worlds worst person at this band thing. I can't believe after doing 4 days on the pouch test that I didn't even come close to doing as well at the weight loss as you guys did. I did really good on the diet, infact I was so proud of myself for how well I was doing. Than BAM. I get on the scale at the Doc's office and it was not pretty. We had another good long talk and he is such a nice guy. I hate dissappointing him. I ended up not getting a fill. I am very comfortable with were I'm at, I just still have this need to eat like I did pre-band. Going back to my old habits. This is why I'm seeing the Psyhc next week. Too see what is going on in my head. Why I'm doing this. But I did learn with the pouch test that my band is good. There's nothing wrong with it, just me not treating it the way we are supposed to. I did watch Oprah last night and agree with all of you. However she did have Carney Wilson on and she had the gastric by-pass. Maybe that's Oprah's suttle way of saying she's ok with people doing that. That it is an option. Just wish she would have some banded people on her show. So today I am starting my 5 day pouch test over again. I need to start somewhere and I think this is a good place. If it wasn't 28 degrees right now I would go for a mile and a half walk. I work tonight so I guess I'll workout there. I got from my SS a book on dreams, a book on secret santas. A 2009 calendar that you add sequins too and than hang up. A bathroom set that included a bath pillow, eye cover and a head band to hold you hair up. A cool coffe cup the I use everyday. Tea. Bath salts, A wishing star and tha most beautiful letter. Made me tear up. I was so lucky to have had Kat as my SS. Everyone have a great day. I'm going to work on getting over my exterme dissapointment and get my BUTT back on track. Love you guys and thanks for being there for me.

Up and getting ready for work. I have a very busy day ahead of me so I won't be on here. Don't panic, I'll be back this evening. You can't get rid of me that easliy. I'm a bad penny. I also agree with Terri. This 5 day diet has been an eye opener for me. I know realize that I have to devote all my energy to this. And really pay attention to not so much of how much I put in my mouth but WHAT I put in my mouth. Think I'm gonna stick with the soft proteins and soups for a few more days. Jenn, Hope you get to feeling better real soon so that you can concentrate more on this relationship. Sounds like he might be a keeper. Kat, I'm sending you my purple power. Sounds like you need a big Violet Hug. Everyone have a great day and I'll let you know about my Doc appointment later tonight.

Sorry, I'm watching recorded tv shows. I'm not sure how to view them, I haven't gone and looked yet.

I'm Suzanne. You're not talking about me are you?????? I just got up and put another log on the fire, back to my chair now and more football. Wow, football and not all the munchies that goes with it?? WTH would Jimmy, Terry and Howie think?? Did real good on my eating today and than I found a small bowl of chex-mix. I just had to finish that off. Yea-right. That's ok, still puts my way under a good calorie intake for the day. I freecycled some christmas stuff and it's out sitting on the front porch for the person to come and pick up. Not sure whoever started it but I love it and never have to worry about throwing anything out. Just post it and someone comes and gets it. When we took our chain-link fence down, I posted it and a little old couple that lives about 40 miles from here came and got it. They took someother stuff that I hadn't even had time to list. No more dump trips for us, just freecycle it.

I was so excited this morning knowing that I was going to be able to eat soft proteins today. So I made scrambled eggs and put in some chopped ham. It took me at least fifteen minutes to eat 2 scrambled eggs. Now I'm hurting, not pb hurting. Just a big glob in my chest hurting. It's a good thing we can't have anything to drink for 30 minutes. That would send me to the bathroom for sure. Kat, I should be finishing my project today. When I'm done I will post a pic of it. I've had fun doing it because I have never done anything like this. Hubby really likes it alot. I have Doc appointment for a fill tomorrow which I'm sure I won't be getting one. I think the last few days on this diet has shown me "HOW" to be a very good bandster and to take care of my band and to realize that my BAND is in control and not me. If I would just quit force feeding it, we would get along just fine. So I will update my ticker tomorrow. Have a great day.

Second day for me and I'm still doing great. 1 protein shake 1 circuit at Curves water water 1 bowl of soup water water 1 bowl of soup Lifesavers We took doggie and went to "PetSmart" he was so funny there. I got a few toys for the kitties so they are all zoned out right now on the catnip. Haydee, so glad you are back. I missed you. I need to go read the rules for tomorrows eating. We get to go to solid proteins now, right? I'll read up on it.

Jenn, So glad you are home and that all went well. I was really surprised, I would have thought you would have been there a day or two. Here's to a fast recovery.

Thanks Judy, I needed that.

So far so good. 1 thirty minute round at Curves 1 SlimFast 2 20 ounce bottles of water Mile and a half walk with doggie 1 Kashi Protein Shake 1 20 ounce bottle of water 5 lifesavers I'm pretty proud of myself. Just wish I could do this good everyday.

Here it is a new year and I wake up feeling cruddy. I've taken some cold meds and will be headed back to bed here soon to get a little more sleep. Jenn, I'm sending all my healthy purple power to you. Keeping you in my prayers. Janie and Kat, I'm also keeping both of you in my prayers, that things turn around healthwise for both of you. TrackyKS, did you ever get a pic with you wearing the new shirt and necklace? I can't wait to see. Laura, Cool car for little boy to have. LOL. Terry, I'm scared but ready to start tomorrow morning. I got the stuff to make the soups with. Everyone have a great day and enjoy the parades.

:laugh: :tt1: :thumbup: :cheers2: Happy:martini_shaken: New Year:beer_yum: to all :beer_yum:My :martini_shaken:Girls. :cheers2: :thumbup: :eek: :mad:

Scary news for us today. A couple of days ago the dryeer quit working. We tried to see if we could figure out what it was but no luck, so I called a sevice guy to come out. He came today and took it apart and said we were the luckiest people. There was 5 years of lint built up in the motor and the thermostat detected it and shut it's self down. Saved us from having our house burnt down. A couple of days ago a house in KS burned down and it was for the same reason. The service guy told us 73,000 houses burn down a year for this exact reason. Man, someone was watching over us. As much as I would like to have my house remodeled, that's not the way to do it. Besides the fact I could have lost my family or my kitties. Yikes. That I don't need. 161.97 dollars later and we are back in good business. I have the cleanest dryer and vent you have ever seen. He cleaned the dryer, Hubby and I cleaned the vent. Cripe, dust and lint blowing out the vent into the backyard. I've only consumed about 600 calories so far. I would like to tell you that those were healthy calories but I don't want to ruin your day. Sis and I went to Wal-Mart today and I bought an IPod. I haven't opened it yet because I'm having trouble with the website I use to download my music with. If I can't get it straightend out or find another free download site I will take it back. At least my MP3 has am-fm radio on it. It only holds about 80 songs though. The Ipod holds 2000 and videos.

Judy, Have a very safe trip, we will miss you alot. And have a very Happy New Year.

Ok, more from the same website. Too cute. Move to the Groove, Put Your Pedal to the Metal, Run for Fun and Shake that Booty: Exercise is one of the best weapons a WLS patient has to fight weight regain. Not only does exercise boost your spirits, it is a great way to keep your metabolism running strong. When you exercise, you build muscle. The more muscle you have, the more calories your body will burn, even at rest!

I was surfing another WL website and was reading some of the postings there. This one group decided to do a "Winter Awareness Challenge" and I found this in a posting, thought it was pretty interesting and maybe helpful. *Daily organized exercise, 6 days a week *72 ounces water intake every day *Vitamins - every day *Personal quiet time for journaling - every day *Devotion to private sacred spiritual development - every day *(PPT) Puppy Play Time - dedicated, focused play time with puppy Charvie *Smart food choices respecting the four rules and my nutritional needs Rewards Expected: *Healthy fit body *Mental and Spiritual health *Elevated endorphins from the pursuit of pleasureful activities *Self-appreciate vs. self-loathing for making the right choices *A new swimsuit!

Welcome back Laura, You and the baby were missed.

Days 1 & 2: Liquid Protein low-carb protein shakes, broth, clear or cream soups, sugar-free gelatin and pudding. I did look up the cream soup recipes. Think I'll try a few of them. However it does say broth and jello, so I get some of that also for the first 2 days. Than I'll work on the other recipes for the other days.

Ok, I'm in also. But I'm with Judy, can't start till the 2nd. Looks like I'll have to run to the store tomorrow and stock up on broths and jello. Might as well pick up some tuna and maybe some shrimp. I'm getting scared about starting this but I need the KITA. Thanks for starting it Terry.

Good Morning. Last night I was filling in my little calendar book and went to write down my fill date for Jan. 5th. and panicked. It dawned on me that it's only 6 days away. Yikes. I need to be on my very best behavior till Monday. It's going to be rough. I did finally get an appointment to see the Psychatrist. January 14th. I'm really hoping he will be able to help me get over this slump I'm in. Still can't figure out why I sabotage myself. Why did I go thru surgery and a huge weight loss to only find myself not really wanting to do this anymore. And I still have a long ways to go. At least another 75-100 lbs. Wish me luck. Didn't Laura go to Tenn. for the holidays? Jenn, hoping this guy turns out to be a good person for you. You need it. And I want to tell you that I think you are an inspiration and an awesome person. I admire all that you do. Janie, You gonna make some more phone calls today. Try to find a new Doc. Everyone have a great day and don't forget it's CTCD

And Haydee??????????????

I haven't heard anyone complaining, Has anyone else heard anyone complaining? However,,,,, I would love to have you come this way again. I'm really close to Independence Center where they have a SWLC. We could have a girls night out again.