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Okay so I have been with my bf for just a little over 5yrs and it hasn't been the best relationship ever but no relationship is perfect! I even lived with him a few months in 2010 it was an ugly relationship and I HATED it he was so demanding and controlling! It wasn't a pretty life! i couldn't take it so i left him. Moved back in with my parents and well we r still together i don't tolerate the same things as before i have grown up and matured so much. He has changed so much hes getting his life together and i know hes really trying i dont want to marry him he wants a baby so bad and i don't!! not yet n not how our relationship is or our life's! but he doesn't care if we are not financially stable i think hes just really trying to find a way to tie me down forever!! and that is not going to happen in my books!!!...... I do love him and i care so much for him but sometimes i think that hes just not the one for me .... some days I am such a b***h to him he irritates me just by looking at him he annoys me and it hurts me i feel like i'm so evil!...i don't love him like i use to he killed that love that i had for him its so hard to leave him tho. Someday's i love being with him he makes me laugh and im comfortable with him but he knows how i really feel and hes really trying to make it work. I just feel like hes a weight on my shoulders and hes just bringing me down and i cant move on with my life because i care to much about him ( by moving on i don't mean relationship wise i don't want to be with another man or get to know any man in a romantic way at this point in my life or the near future!) i feel like i want to do something with my life and better myself n he just brings me down with him i cant move on! i am getting my surgery AUG 28th! super excited..But my bf says its dangerous and that hes scared that something will happen during surgery n I know hes trying to scare me i was sopposed to get the lapband b4 i moved in with him in 2010 and i didnt do it cuz of him and now hes trying to do the same thing. He swears im going to leave him and is so negative hes so insicure he is a 450lb guy he big too so hes been a big part of why i let myself go so bad! im 349lbs im 51lbs away from 400!!!! i have always been a big girl n loved myself n my body but this is waayyy to much! everyday get harder for me! I just don't know what to do I can't let go and when i try he wont leave me alone its so hard to let go of someone after being together so many years! I just feel like if i leave him what if i regret it!??!!WHAT if he is the one?!? IDK how to really determine these things!

Thank you... Yea my ob said the same so that's what I'm doing...

I am 8 months post op and just found out I am 4 weeks pregnant i am waiting to get my referral for an Obgyn from my insurance ... I was wondering how do the vitamins work? Do.I keep taking them or do I take more or less and of what? I started taking pre natal Gummie w folic acid but I'm.not sure about our everyday vitamins cuz I read that too much or too less of some vitamins is bad for the baby.... I would greatly appreciate the help...thank you

I did they just said to up my calories and drink folic acid that's it they didn't day much and I hvnt seen an ob yet I'm waiting for my insurance referral... Thank you so much

I am 8 months post op and just found out I am 4 weeks pregnant i am waiting to get my referral for an Obgyn from my insurance ... I was wondering how do the vitamins work? Do.I keep taking them or do I take more or less and of what? I started taking pre natal Gummie w folic acid but I'm.not sure about our everyday vitamins cuz I read that too much or too less of some vitamins is bad for the baby.... I would greatly appreciate the help...thank you

Good luck!!!

Yes its normal ull see boold cloths and weird around the wound just cover it and forget its there cuz i freaked out when i had it lol....but everything in the tube is normal so dont worry if u have concerns just call ur dr ....but u should be fine

I am 4days post-op and it looks like its clogged up will it eventually clear itself or should I worry? I'm kind of hypercondriac ....and I panic n start worring about the smallest things ....

WBS: 355 DOS: 8/14/2012 Week1: 293 Week2: 286 Week3: 280 GW: 275 I love Halloween!! 5lbs away!!!!!!!!

Weight before surgery Date of surgery Current weight Goal weight for competition Weigh in every sat WBS: 355 DOS: 8/14/2012 Week1: 293 Week2: 286 GW: 275 I love Halloween!!

I like alcohol my intentions are not to drink everyday! Just special occasion I'm.celebrating my 25th bday and ofcoyrse I'm not looking to get wasted and drunk just a drink without the all the empty calories that won't do too much to my sleeve and alternate with water don't like being dehydrated .....thank u tho for ur opinions they are appreciated tho....

I am 3months out and I'm going to Vegas next week for my bday.....I want to know what are good drinks that I can get if I choose to drink alcohol ....I had a 2 cup last night of skinny girl margaritas not so good btw ...for my bday party that my family had for me but it did nothing to me guess ill never be light weight lol ......

Awesome thanks..... Would have never thought of that lol

Weight before surgery Date of surgery Current weight Goal weight for competition Weigh in every sat I'm in!!! 355 8/14/2012 293 275 I love Halloween!!

take it easy and eat slowly