Pearlylynn

I guess I've had an addiction to food since I was young.  I never realized it till now.  I wasn't  heavey as a child - but looking back, I was always thinking about food.  I was lucky.  My weight problem didn't start until I was about 42 years of age.  After a messy divorce, I started to gain  weight.  I used it as a defense at first, then it was out of
hand.  I've had mixed emotions about this surgery.  I know I'll have it done, but I don't want to fail.  I've completed all my tests and waiting for the insurance approval.  I have a few problems with my health such as diabetes, sleep apnea, high blood pressure, high cholesteral  I want to get this over with.   I want to be healthy and able to play with my grandson. I'll keep you posted.