miracleshappen

<p>My story is similar to many others I am certain.&nbsp; I grew up constantly hearing &quot;you are such a pretty girl if only you would lose some weight!&quot;&nbsp; Funny thing is that although I was more mature than some, in looking back I wasn't necessarily overweight.&nbsp; However, this created a lifelong struggle with low self esteem, poor choices, and co-dependency.&nbsp;&nbsp;I have an aversion to fruits and vegetables which has made eating healthy a challenge.&nbsp; Throughout my life I have been thin, heavy,&nbsp;and just right but never able to maintain any long term success.&nbsp; I am active but overweight.&nbsp; Obese&nbsp;is what they say but I still workout&nbsp;at a gym, dance at a dance studio and yes, even perform in the recitals.&nbsp; I have a loving husband and amazing son who support me regardless.&nbsp;&nbsp;My&nbsp;joints hurt and my health waivers between good to oh, oh...my blood pressure is up.&nbsp; I have researched, discussed and&nbsp;discerned about having surgery for over two years.&nbsp; Well now it is time for me to take control of my life again.&nbsp; I have made a decision to move forward and no longer stay stuck in the past.&nbsp; I will be having Lap&nbsp;Band surgery on February 6th and am excited for the next part of my journey.&nbsp;</p>