Skinny JAL

Hello every one! I am new to this site so I thought I would intorduce myself. I have 8 days until my surgery. I have had my endoscopic exam done with no problems. I will see my surgeon again on Tuesday to get the results of my blood tests and a last chance for question. Like everyone else its a rollercoaster of emotions. I believe I have made to right choice as I have had years of diets and ended up very unhappy, overweight with health issues. i want to have a life again to be able to do simple things like put on my socks easyly! Not have to struggle when I walk everything is hard work at this weight. I would love not to have to use my CPAP machine any more! So lots of positives...why do we feel so insecure about not being able to eat favorite foods in large amounts? Hoping to be healthier soon!