AziaJ

I had my surgery in 2007, went a year without a fill because I continued to lose weight without them with proper diet and exercise.  I went from 302 to 225 (size 26-18), and would love to have stayed that size.  I gained all my weight back, plus some and wish I hadnt cheated and started eating bad foods.  It started out with just trying a "bad" food and then once I got the taste of it, I continued to go downhill and eat bad foods and am heavier then before in what feels like a blink of the eye.  I feel it is too late and I will not lose weight again, I have tried fills and still have no restriction.  I feel stuck and like theres no way of getting out of this rut of remaining obese. I gave all my big clothes away when I lost weight and the worst feeling is going and having to buy plus size clothes again and I am getting bigger and bigger.   I have no will power anymore or energy so my last hope again is to start researching for sites like this to hopefully get motivated again.  So those that have had the surgery or will, this is not a quik fix.  Do not get to where you are comfortable and go back to eating those bad foods, back to food addiction because the weight will come back so choose your foods wisely.  Anyone that has any support they would like to offer me, it would be greatly appreciated.  Take care all and good luck!