SZQ082211

Okay...I was so embarrassed to have to resort to WLS. I am still trying to get used to the idea.  I finally got the message.  I NEED HELP after many failed diets, high bl. pressure, diabeties, high cholesteral. I am the heaviest child in the family of 5 children.  I have always been the largest of the friends i hung around. I was refered to as my dad's "Little Tomatoe" and my sister his "String Bean". I have had a non exsistance dating life as a teen and young adult. I married only to end in divorce against my wishes. My ex-husband left me for a pitite woman that worked for me. He had tears in his eye when I asked him if he was leaving me because I was "FAT". He never answered. Well it took 7 years post divorce for me to decide enough is enough. Let the GAMES BEGIN!!!!!! No longer will I accept that I am FAT for LIFE. I can be more, fill good about my body, and thereby lifting my self esteeme and confidience. On 8/22/11 I took control and had my Lap Band Surgery. I am scared but excited at the same time. Hold on this is going to be a bumpy ride.  :)