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I lost 0kilos. This 8weeks I'd actually put in a lot of effort... and I lost nothing. My thinking is: I try really hard to lose weight, eat veggies, salad, cut down meal sizes and I don't lose weight. I don't put much effort in and I lose 10kilos. What the f**k is this?! It's really not fair. I was so looking forward to see how much weight I'd lost. I'm so disappointed. f**k my life so bad right now.

But here's an update. My last weigh in 8weeks ago said I lost 25kilos. My next weigh is next week, and I'm really hoping I've lost 30. Christmas is coming up, which is exciting. I have a beautiful dress on lay-by for Christmas day. I can't wait to show you guys, I'll post a photo as soon and I've got it. I got myself a job, I'm now working for my mother as a receptionist/ beauty assistant. Shes a beauty therapist and just brought her own salon. I have just gotten a kitten, hes my little baby boy. His name is Eric. thats him. and here is a photo of my dress, well the top of it anyway. its fantastic and it looks fantastic on me! Its a maxi dress, and those are really flattering but this one is sort of a-line. It's amazing, I adore it. The white part is lace and its lovely. I can't wait to wear it on Christmas day. I also found out that my lovely mother is getting my hair extensions in a few weeks, so I'll have lovely long hair. Life is going pretty well at the moment. I'm also going back to school to do my year 11 and 12. Then I'll be studying to be a midwife, life is looking up. I'll update again once I've weighed in next week xx

this will help, I wont have time to eat.. I wont be bored and eat.

thankyou I was banded, a little over 3months its been okay, a bit difficult.. But its great

I'm feeling okay about this, I just kinda wish it was more. Thats probably selfish of me, but I can't help it.. Still in MAJOR need of a holiday!

wish me luck <3