Thundarump

Well this is my second time doing the 6th month supervised diet, I started the first time in dec 09 and made it to my third month only to find out that I was pregnant,and my tubes had been tied for 9 Yrs.!!! One of my tubes had rejoined...I had four kids already,this one made five... He was born early at 28 weeks on aug 15,2010... Now I have started the process again and I'm on my 6th month, woooo hooooo!!!!!! As I get closer the more nervous I get.... It's not the surgery that's scaring me because I have had 5 CSections, And then this year had my tonsils removed and having my tonsils removed was the worst pain that I have ever felt,and I had panic attacks every single day after my tonsillectomy, so I'm just afraid now of having panic attacks after the lap band surgery, I didn't even experience my first attack until after I had this last baby and I would know when it was going to happen,,,, Any advice would be good,,,,tips,etc