This is my first entry. I was banded on August 10, 2011.
Prior to surgery I weighted 250 pounds.
Day of surgery I weighted 245.
I weighted myself today and I am 235.
Right now, my goal is just to get to the weight I was before I gained it all which is 200 pounds.
Luckily, I am one of those people who are blessed with those body where when they are 200 pounds they look like they are 180. Once I get to 200- just to see IF I can even get there,my next goal will be 180 pounds.
I had my first break down today. I get stressed VERY EASILY. My dad yelled at me, called me stupid and old habits die hard. So, I stress ate.... well, as much as the lap-band would let me. I had 3 spoonfuls of broth,some pudding, and.... something I shouldn't have had; half a wonton. I chewed it up until it was liquified, but I still feel bad about it. I could have screwed up my stitches. I shouldn't let my dad get to me.
Until next week,
Sandra