learningtoluvme

When will I learn to LOVE myself? I stay so unhappy and don't know why my husband loves calling me FAT and UGLY.. and told me this morning I will never be THIN and the LAP BAND was a waste of his PREMIUMS..I want to be HAPPY and if it wasn't for my girls I would end my LIFE..How do I leave? He is the main source of my income..SIGNED: HATE ME!