I had surgery on Dec 31, 2009. I went from 258 to 160. Then I went on the depo shot due to some female problems I gained alot of weight back and I am so depressed. The last time I had a fill was over a year ago due to the fact I lost my insurance. I want to go get another fill but the last one I had I had a hard time getting alot of stuff down. What do you think I should do?