why dont you go to a support group if he's being a player damn him I dont know your whole marriage story but while your hurting yourself he's out man whoring! you dont need anyone like that why would you let it interrupt what your doing your trying to better yourself for you noone else think about that if your pissed off take it out at the gym there's so many different options rather than self sabotaging yoursel I'll be praying for you<3