jasleeve

yayyyyyy! goood luck to you & god bless you! plz keep us posted!

haha!!! thanks! i cant wait!

i promise to do a verrrrrrry long descriptive post on here about my surgery! & ill also do one last pre op video & ill do a post op video!

thank you!

i weighed myself today... im down 18lbs & theres 3 more days until surgery!

yayyyyy! im so happy for u

congrats! im scheduled on the 20th! my best advice is dive head 1st. whatever comes out after surgery is what you will deal with when you cross that bridge! for now, focus on your pre op diet & your hospital stay. as far as gas post op, walk walk walk & take gas x strips. thats the only thing you will be able to control. dont forget to sip lol

you have absolutely noooo idea how BAD i want to shop there! i think i would even get a part time job there just to be there all day long! i would go there with a clean credit card & just max it out & buy everything! lol. dont get me wrong, im not that big. ima 16/18 in jeans & wear a XL/XXL but i just remembering being a size 6 in jeans & a M/L in shirts. i try to be as fashionable as possible but its hard when you have to hide this & that but accentuate this and that. it has gotten to the point that wearing jeans is "dressing up" and wearing sweats is an everyday thing. and i only wear black because it gives an illusion! lol. im so over this!

im sure its normal to feel this way. we choose surgery & although we have surgery done, i dont think we realize whats in front of us. like yes, we know we are going to lose the weight but SEEING IS BELIEVING! so when you began seeing weight loss, that became your new addiction! now you have to battle another addiction to stop the loss. it is hard to switch your mind up but with time, youll adjust. a psychiatrist may be a big help as well along with any support groups in your area. good luck to you!

wow! thats great!

yay! congrats on your sleeve! i HATE the Protein shakes & after having it for like 10days already, i decided to go get a rotisserie chicken for protein & i removed the skin. i had maybe 1/3 of a 1/4 white chicken & my stomach was KILLING ME!!!! i had diarrhea immediately after and i left my food sitting there as i went & pottied. i see this isnt going to be easy, not one bit. :/

well shes a really good friend & supports me tremendously! i just know her so well & i listen to some things that she says about other people who are smaller than me or whatever... i say to myself, if she feels that way about them, she must feel that way about me! idk. when im with her, i play the ugly fat friend. although im not ugly, the way i dress isnt too flattering. i HATE it.

thank you for the kind words. i attend support groups, have a youtube vlog & visit VST often. i guess i cant believe how i let myself go but i guess it will get better after surgery!

thank you so much! its true.. next year, ill be there for sure! i just look in the mirror & im so DISGUSTED! i also feel like she looks at me the same. i mean, i know she accepts me flaws and all but i do feel that she looks at me like "im not on her level." i even dress some what like a tom boy because dressing too girly isnt flattering. im ashamed.

congrats!!! is the hair loss really that bad?

yay!

ohhh ok! the hospital gavee a solution that i have to wash with the day of surgery & 2 days before!

mine is tuesday too

wow! did he ever come?

what are hibiclens? i think youve got it all covered girl!

i hope so!! cuz hearing her mouth will make me pick another elective surgery to get away.... lmpraoooo!

i bought my gas x strips!!!

idk.. my mom will be taking care of me & shes a complainer! i think i prefer the nurses :x

i cant believe ppl would even ask why u r buying a robe! ummmm u dumb female dog, could be for a number of reasons.... lets see: 1. its winter! 2. you like to put one on after a shower! 3. its christmas season! 4. you dont want to walk around in your pjs! smh. people truly make me sick! lol.

i just received my acceptance letter & it states that it will only cover 1 day unless medically necessary. is that normal? i know its 3 days (2 nights)