jasleeve

thanks everyone for all the support, its greatly appreciated. im feeling very weird today. i should be excited about surgery tomorrow or maybe even nervous but im not, im mad! i just hate feeling nauseous because of this diet & i hate that i let myself go so bad & i hate that i have to do something so drastic to help me with my food addiction. i wish i wouldve been strong enough to do this on my own but i know im not & i know i never will be! i have to say, im grateful & thankful to GOD for giving me the opportunity to have this surgery because i know that there are other people who wish they were in my shoes right now & i feel bad that i feel the way i feel but its honest. theres also other personal things going on in my life that i wish were better. my recent ex of 9.5 yrs wont be there making me feel loved & although hes so poisoness, part of me wishes he wasnt so i could have my old bestfriend back. hes all i know. he texted me today wishing me good luck & i really just wanted to curse him out but instead i just never responded! anyway, im an emotional wreck right now & im getting off topic. i guess this is natural. so tomorrow is my surgery. im going to pull up my big girl panties (literally) & man up & do what needs to be done!!!!

i had a dream last night that i kept forgetting things to take to the hospital& i was super late to the hospital to have surgery!!! lol. less than 24hrs til i get sleeved!

im scheduled for surgery on dec 20th & surprisingly, ive only had 1 dream about my surgery. i had "surgery" & woke up with absolutely no pain. my mom kept telling me that i had thesurgery done but i wasnt sure & i was confused. finally, i go to look at my incisions & i see little tiny dots of blood where my gall bladder incisions are. finally, my mom confesses & says i didnt have the surgery. the dr pushed the date to 2 more weeks! ay yi yi yi yi i know we all have had crazy funny dreams! what were yours?

my surgery is scheduled for 8am! ahhhhhh! lol

dont be nervous! im getting sleeved tuesday too

congrats on being sleeved! im getting sleeved on tuesday!!!

yes, very close! i cant believe it! lol.

it mustve sucked to carry things u never used

i was thinking that they might not let me use my extension cord but if they dont, ill just use my laptop to charge my phone

i never asked if they allowed it but i guess wewill see :/

im staying for 3 days, 2nights

are you chewing the food until its very mushy? are you waiting in between bites? are you eating too much? these are the only reasons that ive read that could possibly make you feel this way :/

really no wifi? mine has wifi. if my tv was free, i wouldve left my laptop home but unfortunately its not. :/

im afraid that i will feel the same after im sleeved.

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$7 per day! lol. i said whaaaat? thats $21. thats a dvd at best buy! lol.

wow.. wish they had this here

thank you!!! im very nauseous today & i can only imagine that itll be worse post op im soexcited about getting sleeved! i cant wait my iphone is an ipod so in case, ill have that option.

thanks beth! i plan on hiding mine under the covers everytime i leave the room. hopefully ill get a bec closer to the window for more privacy.

walking only takes about 10minutes every hr or two. that means i can walk, watch a movie, walk, watch a movie. nap. walk, watch a movie! lol. i mean im sure the first day, i wont be watching much but maybe the 2nd & 3rd day, i will. i rather be safe than sorry. when i had my gall bladder removed, they played a LAW & ORDER: svu marathon! i was so glad. i laid in bed & watched it. tv was free then!

how do you rip dvds? cuz that would be GREAT!!!! the hospital provides socks for us to walk in. im definitely going to bring deodorant.

great way of viewing it!

good luck to you all. im so excited about being sleeved on dec 20th. my surgery is scheduled for 8am so i have to be there by 615 to get everything rolling! please keep us informed and let us know how you are doing & dont leave any details out! we have all been in the desperate boat reading post-op'ers stories so lets do the same for our pre-op'ers! im praying for all of us. <3

you will lose weight, dont worry!

yay! a lot of 21st sleevers! im so excited for all of us