jasleeve

thank u

awww thank u. im glad everyone likes it. i feel happy!

i think i will.. really soon! i just need to write down everything that it is that i want to say & find the strength to really do it. thank u!!

thank uuu! lol i feel so happy lol

i am happy!!!! u guys r so sweet. i feel all gassed. lol

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hmmm idk.. that shouldve been cleaned out. i had blood on my pillow case when i woke up from my procedure but no blood since.

awwwww thank u

thank you! i appreciate the support. things are not easy but im relieved!!!

no... no vomitting, no spitting up, no extra saliva, nothing. the dr said ur spitting up blood? thats not normal :/

awww thank you so much

thank you!!! i thought i should update with a recent pic after getting my stent removed. im down 55lbs but not losing many inches. :/

it sure did bring a huge change lol. i pray i can stop regretting it one day. we shall see!

aw.. thank you for keeping up! it has been such a rollercoaster.

thank you so much!

ive decided to go to church this sunday! im not asuper religious person but i know for sure that church is where i want & need to be! between fighting these complications that i never believed id make it through and attempting to get over this horrible abusive relationship that ive been in for the last 10 yrs since i was 13. to getting fired while laying in my hospital bed waiting for pain meds cuz the stent was trying to kill me... i need prayer! & i need to put the man upstairs first so he can lead me down a path with minimum pain & more success. i have faith that i will overcome everything! thank you guys so much for ALL THE LOVE!!! all the prayers, the thoughts, nice and kind wishes and for even reading my posts! it means a great deal

i truly did, thank god! i dont feel pain anymore!!!!

I FEEL GREAT!!!!!!!!! lol. no seriously lol i really do. no pain at all. not too weak but not too active. a little gassy but thats it. im great compared to before!!!! youre so sweet. <3

thank you so much... i feel lucky & blessed to have made it because everyday i swore i wouldnt. thank you everyone for your support. <3

yes!!! youre so right.. it wasso hard but im glad its over. i havent been able to eat as of yet & have been on a clear liquid diet per dr orders. im afraid to eat because of nausea but at thesametime, i want to eat everything!!! lol. thank u so much for ur constant love & support. it is so appreciated

the sleeve surgery itself wasnt bad. you feel sore but its not an agonizing pain or anything. plus ull have a morphine pump. my complications were a billion times worse than the vsg surgery itself. i dont know if that brings any relief lol

oh no no no no no no no no no!!! no negative thoughts like that. youre NOT going to die! this is a MOUNTAIN in your road that you need to strap yourself in and put on some damn comfortable sneakers and start climbing but YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS!!!! i never thought id get thru mine but i did!!!! im prayin for u.

that he is!!!!!! i am thanking him.

aw my love!!! whats going on???

im praying for u!