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Today was the first day for taking back my body, my health, my life... went to see my primary dr and she gave me the green light for the go ahead for this procedure.  Upon arriving home, I kinda had a panic attack if you will. I felt like "someone" was going to die or go away and that I'd never see 'em again.  I deduced it to one of two things.  Either I'm coming to grips with the fact that my life/body will be changed dramatically OR I'm freakin' mourning the loss of all the excess food that I won't be able to shovel down. Ugh!!!  I'm excited but would be lying if I said that I was NOT afraid... and yet I hate that I can't figure out why I should be afraid/anxious.  This is a good thing, Becky. I've been a slave to my weight and size for far too long! Trying to stay motivated by reading other bandee blogs. Tomorrow's another day...