OMG.. I pretty much feel the same as you I was banded in March 2008, lost probably 50 lbs. then I started having theses really bad bouts of depression and panic attacks which I had never had before and the weight started creeping back on.Now I weigh 20 lbs more than the day of surgery. grrr! I haven't had a fill for over a year and I'm going to get one next week. But right now I'm so discouraged and kinda pissed at myself and the band.... I'm hoping to get my newbie I can tackle the world mentality back.
Nikki